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Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 09:45
plea. Honestly, I don't know what you want from me. You're driving me insane and I may end up killing MYSELF because of that. I may be patient, but my patience is not infinite - so please, and I'm begging you - get a grip on yourself. (CG RETREAT TOMORROW!) Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 23:06
BOOM. I think Lady Gaga is the most talented person on this planet. This thought, this thing "If you were to die tomorrow ... (would you regret anything you've done in your life)". Which is why I don't want to do anything I'll regret, and I don't want to live through life regretting not doing anything. I'd thought I'd need the holidays to sort things out. Take a break from the hectic-ness of this year. But I have to say, it's been 2 extremes. This year was too busy for comfort, yet the holidays are protruding me into this deep dark hole of I-don't-know-what-to-call-it. Missing everybody @ school and this is only the say whatttt, 5,6th day of holiday? Rawr, rawr. And then (at least) there's cg retreat. But when that's over I tell you I may just die. I think I'm too fickle minded for my own good. I really really don't know what to do. @ 14:10
sacrifice. Hoo-hoo, Singapore is the 3rd least corrupt country in the world. Everyone shout "THANK GOODNESS". OMG. YOU ARE SO IRRITATING !!!!!!!! :( You who calmed the raging seas, that came crashing over me. Did CIP today, my eating pattern is distorted. I feel hungry like all the time, but when the food's on the table, I can only eat a little bit before I want to vomit it out. I think it's about time we grew up, we grew out of that small little bubble, it was about to burst anyway. It's a cruel world out there, and I don't know what to make out of it. Let's just hope I'll get to a good place, with a good life. I'll do my Os, do my As, then I'll see what to do, I really really need to do something I'll love. If you want it, I guess you have to go out and get it cuz there's a v. small chance of it coming to you. Time starts to get irritating. I don't like how time can pass so quickly, yet there's nothing to do about it. You can't grasp it, you can't hold on to it with your last breath like how you cling onto a rope. You can't control it. It's the one factor, that you have no control over, it's the one factor that determines everything. A second wasted is a second gone. The problem is that this - "time" has really been creeping on me, making me think. What am I doing with my life. You had a good time, but now it's over. It forces you to face reality, yet you hide away. It forces you to see the truth, but whether you accept it is a totally different thing. I've mastered the art of self deception, and just deception. Do you believe in hope? CG RETREAT IN TWOOOO :D Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 12:24
knock knock. I saw it, you looked so happy - there was genuine happiness on your face, and it was really obvious. In 2009, there was this period of time I wasn't afraid of being alone, but I think I've lost it now. It's rather sad. Because once I fear being alone, I'm not going to be as happy. I'm trying to be productive, but I'm only semi productive. And I still need to lose 6kg, then another 3. I'm going to end up like some dying person. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sian at home. You're so funny, it's just really funny to laugh at you cuz you think you're so great. Last Request - Paolo Nutini : My favouritest song ever. Are you willing to die for even those who hate you? Well, someone did. CIP tomorrow, B@S lunch on thursday, RETREAT ON FRIDAY - SUNDAY !!!! WHOO! :) But rawr, tuition later !!! Haven't completed homework and I'm still drafting a letter for CIP. Boohoo. Oh, and I'm finally catching up with X Factor. :) Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 10:11
When you feel terrible, you're usually not alone. That's one of the most prominent things I've learnt this year. Even though I didn't know that everyone else was feeling this way, they were. But I'm really thankful I kinda grew out of it. (though not completely, but I'm still learning) The power of love Don't drag me into this. I don't deserve that. Jesus, I believe in you. (And I would give the world to tell Your story, for I know that you've called me) 4th Day of holiday and I'm already feeling so sian. I really needa get out of the house soon. >:( Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 17:52
what truly matters.  "Does it make it easier on you now, that you've got someone to blame"One love, one blood, one life, you've got to do what you should. One life, with each other sisters, brothers One life, but we're not the same, we've got to carry each other, Carry each other. @ 17:11
YIPPPPIE !!!!!! call me slow, but SCHOOL'S OUT. And I'm really really really happy. After a year of a lot of drama +++ (that still hasn't ended), at least I get a breather from somewhere ... until I look at my homework pile. I think the teachers think we're superheroes. Or maybe this is the only way we'll (supposedly) do well next year. I guess in some sense, no matter how you resent it, you can't fully blame them. But whatever. Went out to Taka/Kino on Friday, bought my stuff and ate A LOT. Or rather, we ordered a lot. :( And we ate really really salty french fries. Got quite a lot lined up in the short span of two weeks, and I need to complete the bulk of my homework. OotM party, CG Retreat, Peeknic with Qingyi, Movie with B@S + Debate girls, fair trade coffee with Jiahui? And I'll probably go out with Sarah This is what 2009 has been missing. Social life. I'm excited. Also getting to catch up on A LOT of shows - driving me into crazy withdrawal but *sigh*. I wanna sponsor an African kid. I think they deserve a shot. I'm going to go into hiding and shun reality of 2010 + @#$% Os. (Rawr rawr!) Fight for this love. (Give me the courage, because I'm really afraid) |