It's been a tough month, from leaving the precious memories in 2008 and chapel camp, to not spending countdown @ church but having a fantastic one nonetheless, 2am calls on the first of jan back to church, to starting secthree, rigid height arrangement on day1, interesting teachers, being really scared, no direction, skipping classes for peer leading, having a not so enthusiatic rather shy 1SY, having an awesome peer group, classes finally starting, having a hard time getting anything, learning our (too stressful) expectations, release of o level results, having seniors who did superbly well, starting to aim for 7A1s, fortnightly peerleading, 1SY becoming more enthu, chem test, ss test, guides every week that drove me mad, B@S which demanded (and continues to demand) so much from all of us, conflicts in groups, awesome new friends, awesome pr, getting new phone, getting new camera, getting working wii, cny awesomezz ++, cny goodies, cny money, God's grace, God's grace, losing complete faith in myself, then shooting to cloud nine all in the same span of thought, knowing God has really provided this month. It's been an awesome month.
I'm watching Another Cinderella Story, it's really sweet (:
Anyway, I'm quite sure I want to be a champion kider in Africa :) or provide some humanitarian aid, hehehe. Next week's week 5 = half term over. :(
I really really need more to look forward to, and I need more time. I have no clue what to write anymore, my life is getting non existent. I really want St. Pauls after Os but it's so freaking hard I don't know how many A1s I'll need to go there, and it's expensive :(
DSLR! :) I'm really happy with my T700 actually hehehe.
I am currently mugging ting xie and nursing my cold, listening to "Put Your Record On" over and over. I have a compo test, ting xie, return of chem test, peer leading, prefects invest to watch, B@S Phase 1 launch tomorrow. Say hello, busiest day of January.
I'm quite unsure that January is coming to a close. A very windy month, I guess I'm ready for more. SS Test was today, I was spewing out content as fast as possible, not caring about structure. I'm eggcites for church on sunday cos my camera comes into action :)
School starts again tomorrow, beginning the marathon test period. I know I really should not complain cos we got the extra day off.
Anyways I'm not going to care about all this rubbish school stuff, as in I really want to do well, but I'm not going to let that make me feel stressed or whatever k. :)
Okay I'm going to popular later, hehe. I HATE UNFAITHFUL PEOPLE. :(
Please remember to love your neighbour, even if they are the alienated ones.
CNY Day 2 was a little less tiring, and I was a little less expectant. but this ends the visiting, because from now till OBS/March holidays it's going to be homework study B@S all the way.
I realise I like to capture human emotion on camera more than anything else. I've been aiming for less unglam (but you never know especially with crazy friends!), and more of being able to express the feeling of one !
I like it that he looks genuinely happy, and I like the fact that my camera can capture photos like this being a DSC (Point & Shoot). :)
I love I love I love my camera, I love I love I love my Wii (!!!)
Whoo, these things are keeping me company for CNY + the dreadful homework :( Church, I haven't been around my cg mates for such a long time and there's no YP next week so yeah ! But me, as the self volunteered PRO, promise to take photos and photos and photos. :) WHOO. I swear I'm gonna do well in 2009, I promise to make the best out of it and that is my CNY Resolution. :) and I also hope to keep the relationships I have right. :)
I'm excited as I have so many photos I can capture tmr, and so much money to receive. ahh I love being a youth :) (HEHE and can play Wii with others!!) Joust Duels between my dad & sister are super funneh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN! our new faithfulness cgl who doesn't have a clue !! :)
I said I'll get sleep, but I was woken up @ 7am to eat MacDonalds.
Anyways the Wii came home, and I got my cybershot T700 (RED). :) Awesome.
I'm done with my first two lit pieces, emailed and sent off. I need to be much more organised and I need to use my time during this CNY break CAREFULLY. (but heck, who cares HAHA).
I am so happy. That the 5 day CNY break is here, and though there is so (@#$%) pieces of hw, at least I get to sleep, and do things according to my own pace (+ get $$)
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B@S ended an hour late, but it's alright. :) I met Joyce @ M&S, cause she left first. I got my Percy Piggies, and she her piglets HAHA.
I'm getting a new Wii tomorrow cause mine keeps malfunctioning :( I'm really tired, but I'm getting better haha. CHOCOLATEIR IS VERY FUN.
So for CNY, I have 5 days without school. and B@S ends early thank God thank God. (everyday I'm finding more and more reasons of how God is so amazing!)
Anyways I told you the computer is my worst enemy, I'm procrastinating which isn't good. BUT I'VE BOOKED MY PIANO LESSONS ALR. (Thanks Phyillis!)
So during CNY, I'm going to complete all my hw, start on my projects, and download a couple(hundred) playfirst games to play. it says, playFIRST. :) (and maybe that's what I'll do) Happy Birthday Tims, Faithfulness loves you very much. :) (happy birthday Liyan Natalie and Roopinder too!) 21st Jan, 4 birthdays.
I really love kids, I really do. Whether they're babies or toddlers or kiddos They are all so loveable. :)
I passed my tingxie, so praise the Lord. I thought I'd be destined for Chinese remedial, but He proved otherwise. (Give thanks in all circumstances)
My A Math is terrible, I swear I'm gonna make sure my A Math is alright by CNY. (++ I'm going assessment book shopping !) I'm gonna mug first half of chemistry too. I am supermugger and I'm waiting for PICNIC :(
Ben - In HP`09, we (ex 2A) feel inferior, compared to the rest. says (8:58 PM): *a fit cat gets pat *who then met another fit cat stir it up in our hearts says (8:58 PM): *i met a fit cat that got pat *HAHAHAHA *dit (!!!)
I MET a FIT CAT that got PAT (Random hypering with people)
I'm amazed @ how long I have been blogging hahaha.
I realised that I don't have too much homework due tomorrow. B@S Phrase 1 @ Xinmin !!! (joycejoycejoyce going back to where you came from !)
Anyways, Post Its are my best friend, and Computers are my worst. :(
I finally know what it's like to have admin fill your whole day, B@S B@S B@S, I am thankful because I don't have too much hw due tomorrow but what am I doing blogging :(
CNY Break is almost here, though I really do not want to know what's in store after that.
"Do you know why public opinion is so scary ? Because it's ignorant. Once it goes berserk it is unmanageable, and reason and common sense don't work any more"
And that's why when gossip and rumors spread, usually at the speed of light, there's really no way out any more. I'm having a(nother) party later !!! My life is full of parties hahaha, siaosiao, eggcites !
I have been mugging chemistry, I have been doing E Math. I am SUPERMUGGER :(
My brain is so dead, I can completely forget what I'm trying to say and say what I just saw instead. It's hard to explain, but it's really annoying. :(
I'm really waiting for my cny break, it'll be awesome. It's 10pm now, I'm going off. I really do thank God I can sleep so much earlier compared to a lot of my friends, and I really must start appreciating the friends I have.
I just had piano. I felt sad during piano. I felt sad that my workload was drowning my practising times, and that my pieces were not up to standard. I felt overwhelmed, that I was really losing a lot of time.
... :(
I really need to do something. (TGIF TOMORROW)
(we're all so different, I really don't want to give up.) please ?
okay anyways I'm feeling strangely pissed like generally, but there's someone who's sparking it !! and it's really unlike me to be irrationally frustrated, and when I have reasons, it does not last long. I realise I've become more judgemental, like seriously judgemental and I am disliking people with irrational reasons SOMETHING HAS GOTTA CHANGE D:<
I reached home before 3pm today, a very rare occasion in these past days, but I guess it's more common nowadays. I'm already getting used to secthree, but in the same ways I'm reverting back. I came online in the afternoon today because I decided to rejoice in the fact that it's my first day back before 3pm since school started !!! :) (& I don't have homework HAHAHA)
I hope you're having a great time in Finland !!! :)
Anyways I still must make full use of my time and I have violin in 10 minutes and geography is getting to me because everything i see i compare it to whatever i have learnt omgomgomg. construction sounds are driving me nuts, i learnt about the olympiccccs todayy. :)
I'm rllyy missing my churchies so bad so bad. ): <
I WANT MY CYBERSHOT T700 (COMING SOON) -> Joyce and I made a vow to not be online for more than 2 hours on msn / fb but I think we've both broken it within the first day. :) [at least i have]
Okay toodles now, i'm waiting for friday. The weeks are really long.
Congratulations to all those people who did really well for your Os :) (and don't be sad, you!)
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I reached home not more than half an hour ago, we have 5 days off for cny. my life is boring. ): < (i have no life) I was pleasantly surprised I knew how to do more algebra than I originally thought. okay I seriously need to get a life but before that I need to buy food from Marks & Spencer, and before that I need to complete all my homework ):<
I'm not gonna let secthree bring me down i'm gonna face it and i'm gonna be strong cause it's all in His hands but i can't say i haven't struggled because i cried on the second day of school and i'm really tired and i really want to give up but i know i can do it not by my own strenght but through God. (amen) I do know i'm not alone because there are many others out there also struggling but you all can do it yes you can. don't let secthree/four/one/two bring you down cos it's not worth it. :)
who are we to judge the alcoholic, the prostitutes, the addicts or the criminals like we are any better ? we go around saying that this imbalance is not right, is not fair, but that's all we do, because if we do anymore, it's actually gonna cost us something.
i have a feeling i'm gonna be really cranky in church tomorrow. hopefully it won't be to the extent of just shouting at random people. if i talk to you less or don't talk to you at all don't be surprised there is nothing wrong with me just that maybe school is killing my brain.
i can't believe i can break down in the first week omg.
but i know God has been gracious so i shall not complain but rise up against all these. i just really want to complain sometimes y'know its like. ahhgzxz.
I slept for 9 hours yesterday, and I feel refreshed. My head is much clearer as well. (BUT MY BODY ACHES LIKE !!!)
anyways this is how my cny will be like. "hi do you own a small business" "oh then can I analyse it?" Phase 2 B@S ftww.
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and on a totally different note i've got 50% of my hw done before saturday afternoon. i swear secthree is haywiring my brain (probably in a good way HAHAHA) i've got a thousand things i have to buy though. church tmr, ftw ftw ftw.
Thank God it's friday +++ I had the most draining week of my life, staying back every single day wasn't what I had in mind.
Liang Fu's leaving on sunday, maybe that's why Marcus's fb was that he didn't want to see 11th Jan come. We'll miss you, very very much.
Sec 3 is taking a while to get used to. There's been a lot of work, and a lot that I've been staying back for. I really thank God I've been able to make it, it seemed un-survivable. But He showed me that God truly makes a way, even when there seems to be no way.
TGIF, once again. (omg there are like 20 people on fb from secthree 09 who's status's are tgif) I'm gonna love life, love friends, love family, love God and make the best out of 2009.
Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
1. I came home at 7pm today, and 4.30 on monday. (that's the earliest, 7's the latest.) 2. I think, therefore I am. :) 3. I think I have become more aware of the secthree life. ): 4. I need to go shopping, and not shopping alone. !!! (Domi,Veraaa,etcc!!!) 5. Screw A Math, Physics (!!!) 6. TGIF. 7. I'm probably less of a family person than Domi is. "awesome(i.e. handsome, loves me, not a workaholic, perfect etc.) husband with a considerable amount of cash, two perfect children, and a fun part time job with flexible working hours that will somehow just pop up in the future, a lovely (not too big) house, perfect pets and maybe some other stuff too :D" 8. I want my camera, I will be getting it soon [T700 ftw!] (sorry Dorcas) 9. I still play club penguin & neopets too, if I'm free, and I watch playhouse disney !!! 10. I am waiting for Sunday 11. I need to exercise more & lose weight !!! 12. I love being with people 13. I haven't had my usual hyper fix for awhile. 14. My ambition, is to, uh, we'll leave that for next time :) 15. 3PR is an extremely extremely entertaining class :) 16. My dad went for an expensive (I presume) dinnerr.
I don't feel like tagging 16 people, what more add why I want too. so ttfn !
I will remain consistent I will remain consistent I will remain consistent I will remain consistent I will remain consistent. (And I hope it's not don't do all homework consistent)
Anyways I realised I'm not too badly off today, and I need to wait for my father to come back anyways. So I came on to blog. I'm really tired. But...I have to live on to see Sunday :)
So to all B@S-ers, jiayou okay :) (I really cannot afford to see my results freefall) & I am proud to say I have been consistently doing my QT whee. (Don't know how long it can continue, but I'll try my very very best.)
CYM turns 7 on Sunday, Sabbath year, cancel debts. (heehee inside joke, but seriously yeah :)) & Get rest, sounds like a miracle. (but hey, God's a miracle worker)
I'm thankful that my violin lesson was successfully changed to Tuesday so I can go for B@S, with no problems at all. I'm thankful for how efficient my B@S group is and for tolerating me though I really don't contribute much. I'm thankful I can be part of B@S though it's taking up a lot of time.
I don't know I just decided to appreciate everything around me because God has been so good & forgiving.
Ahh Peer Leading + CCA Walkabout was super super tiring, but I hope they all had fun. CCAs really did put in a lot of effort, so appreciate appreciate appreciate.
Okay it's really not early I'm scared I can't wake up again esp since I'm this tired. G'nite. :)
I must be consistent, and I've told myself not to let my homework pile up. (this week's gonna be the worst, after which, I'll prolly be a lot better off, I hope.)
I guess when certain things become too late, it's best you accept the reality of it.
I.AM.REALLY.REALLY.TIRED. ): I've thankfully completed most homework, :) Ahh I think I'm semi conscious most of the time. the 2 hours today was freaking tiring, thankfully debrief was quick. :)
CCA Orientation, B@S, CCA, B@S. ): That's in one week. Ah, Peer Leading, the combined one is almost over. :) I'm really happy to know them, but I'm very happy for my rest too. Because I've been drained so badly.
Sunday is my favourite day in the whole week. ((((:
Yes I am still in my thinking mode from yesterday. and yes my anti social-ing didn't work today ): I'll try again next week.
"Let Go Let Go Let Go"
Okay so tomorrow is week 2 of school. Sleeping by 11 pm tonight, sleeping while I still can. Got a humongous-ly packed week ahead of me, can't wait till all the orientation +++ is over.
I also realised how jialat I am @ cooking / touching food. "You're so princess I can't stand it !!!" - Rita.
Okay that's all for now, I've got holiday homework still to do, and I'm VERY VERY VERY tired. Please pray I'll survive the week. :)
OH OH Church today was very refreshing, was super happy, so anti social-ing didn't work. Hehehe. :)
Songs of the Lunch Lady said : i dont want some italian shit
(AHAH on our B@S name) All the groups are so scary they're so freaking efficient i'm already tired. FOUR HUNDRED PAGES OF FINANCIAL ANNUAL REPORTS ):
Went for my last cip @ library today for nyaa. the i/c wasn't there, so I couldn't get my book signed ): I'm really tired now, better get my stamina up, cos something tells me this is gonna get mainstream.
Classes start on monday for sure, tests are pouring in soon. Social life waves adieu, !!! ):
I keep telling myself to get down and read Matthew because it's so important to read God's word but I keep forgetting. ):
The first hour of 2009, I'm really feeling quite excited. It was interesting, because even in the last few hours in 2008, I was feeling rather fearful, not wanting 2009 to come. Now that its here, I'm really looking forward.
I guess God is really good and has taken a lot that I didn't want to bring into 2009 with me, from me.
Looks like what I said about it being a great year is quite true, 2009, will be fantastic. :)
It's so surreal that just half an hour ago it was a whole different year. Cheers !
