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I'm Hannah! (:
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rewind
can't catch back
May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

flashbacks
reminiscence
moving! 3 weeks. hehehehe. silver lining you all should check out diana vickers, she's (y).... KevJumba + PapaJumba (Amazing Race 17) - GMH x 235... it's okay to fail. :') zonked o) chasing illusions

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Stop being an apathetic fool.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 17:02

Because I've run out of time.

i. 7A1s, can I still get it for my combined humanities?
ii. Chinese.
iii. Violinzz
iv. Piano
v. BAS. (2)

Gossip Girl is so annoying, they're just going in circles and circles and circles and circles. NO I TAKE THAT BACK IT'S REALLY COOL HAHAHA. It's so scandalous, it's awesome.
No more tests for the next 2 weeks, geog was alright, I was accurate in spotting questions. HEHEHE.

Starbucks + Star Alliance
90210 tomorrow. :)
I caffeine my life away.
Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 20:04

Anything before 12mn is considered early,
anything between 12mn - 1am is considered normal.

TWITTER.
(@stripedhours)

Phase 2 Phase 3 BCG Consultants earning 20k.
Geog Geog Geog
D7 for Chinese, dear Chinese I will own you in CA2.

When I drink Hot Coffee, it's for caffeine, and when I drink Iced Coffee, it's for the taste.
What am I doing online now, I'm supposed to be mug-mug-mugging.
Joyce is my new Deputy CEO.

Toodlezz.
on the back of a postcard.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 18:00

For these reasons, I really want to go to London so badly. I'm not sure if it'll be better over there, but it's sure worth the try. (I can't screw up my prelims).

You disgusted me today, but I also realised how much I'm disgusted at myself.
*It's sickening to chase grades, what happened in sec three ?

Phase 2 starts tomorrow, Friday's win didn't mean a single thing. I'm so thankful for everyone at church at home at school who's helped me one way or another, especially Kevin for all your financial help. I'm so ambitious and materialistic, I want so much, I think I'm driving myself mad.

I love Sundays because of church, because of the company.
"every week I tgif anyway"
"oh now we have tgiw, half the week's over"
"tgimo, thank God monday's over."

We all live for the weekends, Fridays if you want to be especially optimistic.
What's happening to us ?

(I ♥ Star Alliance)
Y'sure?
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 23:06

The thing about the internet is you know what's going on at that instance, that very spilt second. When you're not on the internet, you have no clue, you feel disconnected. That's why our world moves so fast.

One down, Two to go. We'll make it.
On Monday, we all start again.

Hmm, mm, mm, mm. I resisted coke today I am proud of myself.
I've got to finish up a math and really really start on geog or else I'll die die die die die die die.
Oh and I'm proud to say that I switched off my lights today from 8.30pm - 9.30pm, so I voted for
EARTH. :)

Toodles!
@ 17:20

I didn't know Jessica Stroup & Dustin Milligan were dating ! 
Anyway I'm bas free this weekend and I finally got to catch up with 90210, which is really exciting and there is so much going on the attention it captures is way more than gossip girl but I still love it anyway. Smart me also hasn't started on A math / Geographyzz. :( 

Freeer, but no where near free. I'm going for a dinner party tonight !!! :) And I want to go to California, Beverly Hillllls. It looks goregous, like New York. After the recession is over HAHAHA. 

I woke up so late today because I was extremely exhausted. Luckily I got my 8 hours because I so rarely have the chance to sleep so long. In fact I slept for 10 hours !!! 

Oh, and I've uploaded the BAS pictures on facebook. Teehee! 

Cheers
BASP1.
Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 22:14

I am so extremely satisfied and proud of all three teams who did an amazing job today.
I also love 3PR to the core. :)
I am ecstatic about my bas free weekend!

The teachers were really encouraging and really nice today, we all really had a lot of fun, and there was immense satisfaction.

YAY to a weekend of a math and geography. D:<

I'll upload the 130 photos tomorrow.
Thanks Carolyn for helping me take em! :)
We will sing forever.
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 23:35

One more day One more day One more day.

Apparently I'm going for a house warming on Earth Hour day (and hour).
So much for switching off lights, on the bright side, my lights will be off at home. :)

I'm going to pull it off, so sure so sure.
I hate ending at 8pm, it's so dreary, but there's no choice so whatever.
3PR, I'm so sure you guys will perform fantastic, give it your best shot and make us proud!
GO PR FOR PRESIDENTSSS.

I actually pulled it off.
Thank God A Math file ain't due tomorrow, or else I'll die.
(NOTE TO SELF WEAR WHITE SHOES TOMORROW, NOT THE ONES WITH GREEN PAINT)
Cause your heart has a lack of colour
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 20:24

Half the week's done.
Term 2 week 1 is almost over !!!!!!
Here comes the two busiest days of my life ever.

i. Chem Test
ii. TING XIE OMG PLEASE I NEED TO FRICKIN PASS CHINESE. (Shit I'm doing a compo tmr)
iii. Re prioritise
iv. BAS BAS BAS HOW COULD I FORGET.
v. A Math Fileeez.

This weekend will be BAS free not because I'm neglecting bas, but because there just isn't work to do. I think this weekend will be my favourite. :)
The grass is greener on the other side.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 20:55

I guess I have to be happy that I have really cool friends and a really cool family even though school is driving me nuts and everyone is breaking to the point of no return. Seriously, spare us a thought k?

I really hope I'll make it to London because if I don't I'll just cry or die or whatever. BAS & Guides are my two most crazy commitments but I guess I brought it upon myself so yea. I've also got to be thankful that I get so crazily insane and bored when I have nothing to do but I'd rather have nothing to do now and later so I can seriously laze around without a care in the world. I need my 7A1s and at least 3-4 for CA1 and CA2 but I don't think I can do it for CA1 anymore, just chemistry and geog is all I can deliver but I swear for CA2 I'll add on physics and e math.

I'm gonna work so hard okay, I've been reduced to this I guess I better make what I can out of it. I can't wait for uni (and I know when I'm in uni I'll regret saying this, but who cares).
give me some meaning.
@ 15:20

4 days.

5 days to earth hour, maybe, just maybe, I'll switch off my lights. (So much for publicising it right!)
Hehe I found a working link to GG 19. I'm happy. I don't know what I'm gonna do today cuz there's so much to do.

Thankfully there are 2 long long long long weekends in Term 2 or else I could just go die. I hope you're doing fine. :) You'll make it, I'm sure. I passed A math I am happy.

Fear is lost in all you are.
God has been so faithful it's unimaginable, I'm so thankful.
now, teach me to be more like you.

I'm going to break soon, I swear.
Will I go to good news singapore ? :(

My thoughts are so random I am not coherent at all. And I'm so inconsistent, like really moodswingy and all.
I must slow down, but how slow is slow and how slow is too slow (for script, I mean.)

4 more days, and one third will be done.
smiling!
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 19:57

Today was a happy day! :)

i. I reached home before 7.30pm
ii. I woke up on time today (cos I was really scared I couldn't)
iii. I survived the lit test!
iv. BAS ended on time & the teachers were happy :)
v. Some teachers were especially encouraging!
vi. I don't know, just the little things seemed to make it worth it.


VOTE EARTH!

Bas Bas Bas I will conquer you.
Friday 27th March 2009
4pm - 8pm
5th Team. ("Disadvantageous Position")
Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 22:28

hi bas in case you didn't know you're not time consuming you're life sucking. i have no more life thanks to bas because who ends school at 7pm seriously. more than half my day is in school (12.5hours), and - 8 hours i'm supposed to get to sleep (10 actually), it's 3.5 hours left. - 1 hour i take to get home it's 2.5 hours left.

our system is screwed up, so much.

HI JULIA WE'RE TOTALLY GOING TO LONDON HONEY! (:
-
@ 17:21

Back to school.
HOUGANG ?!?!?!

When I fall down you pick me up,
When I am dry you fill my cup
Apparently Phase 2 is more stressful
so is term 2.
YAY ME.
It's the last chance to feel again
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 12:03

I've never been satisfied with what I already have.
--
Who's fault is it really ?

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real.

The truth hurts,
and lies worse.

Broken Strings, it's a very very very nice song.
I swear my attention span is alarming, BACK TO WORK.
Facing Reality
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 18:06

I was so resistant to the idea of coming back, because I knew that once I stepped home, BAS would be calling me like no other, school work and all that jazz, chasing meaningless ... nothing would return. But I've resigned myself to the fact that despite how much we hate all this and that my computer is so laggy it's not funny, time will just keep passing. I guess in my situation, it serves as comfort that time will pass and I won't be stuck in this vicious cycle of chasing rubbish sooon. Two years Two years Two years.

I'm so glad after surviving my 10 weeks, I know after I survive the next 10 weeks there'll be a month of break. A MONTH. Alexis Grace got booted out I am devastated. The two twilight stars don't seem to share a lot of chemistry.

I don't care, I'm gonna sail through term two because my first long weekend is coming up and I have 2 or 3 in total. Even if I have to console myself by buying myself a starbucks frap every single friday I'll do it. I'll make it. I swear.

I also swear I will retire by the time I'm 35, 40 at latest. I'm not kidding. You will remember me for that. I'm gonna be rich! :)
to love you from the inside out.
Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 10:05

Now I remember why I fell in love with Mac.
Because of it's visual and graphic appeal - iWork 2009,
It's all due to Joyce that I started looking it up :(
It looks freaking amazing, seriously.

Limited Resources, Infinite wants.
What caused Humans to be so greedy?
Anyway I've packed my clothes but not my own stuff because I dunno what to pack leh.
Keynote looks stunning, but I don't even have a mac. (My mum has iWork)
I want a DSLR + External Hard Drive DAMN.

K I really must go pack!!
Toodles (:
with sepia toned loving,
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 23:07

SCHOOL'S OUT. I am so ecstatic, I'm leaving tomorrow for Indonesia for a mission trip and these 9 days without school will be bliss. 9 days without sleeping at 12 and waking up at 6. I know there's a hell lot of homework, but you know what, I don't care. I'm just so happy I've made it so far, I never thought I'd come this far, learn this much.

Camera, Camera, Mockingbird, Homework, A Math, Calculator, Geography, WHAT DO I BRING. Darn I can't stand it when I've got to bring homework over. I know I'm bringing PS I love you, The Naturalist Economist and Rumors. I love reading, now I've got to learn how to start writing :).

One week to enjoy it, there's no way this is going to waste. !!! YIPPIE :D
CAN I WAIT?
Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 22:31

For nothing compares to You, my saving grace.
All I long to do, is worship,
All I long to do, is bring You praise.

ONE MORE DAY, In approximately 20 hours I will be free from term one, free from school for one whole amazing week with the freedom to sleep as much as I want. Despite the homework + busy schedules, I have to say this holiday is all I've been waiting for.

ONE MORE DAY, that's all I need to endure. CE, SS, Chem, English, Chinese, B@S, and I'll be free. It's not even 24 hours anymore. One more day, one more day.

American Idol is so fun to watch, I waste 3 hours a week watching AI, but I do it anyway. :)
+ Ms Lin told us term 2 is going to be a scary term, not as smooth sailing as term 1, a very very nice leaving quote, eh?

Leaving in less than 48 hours. It's so rare to travel during the March holidays and I'm so happy I'm leaving Singapore. Starbucks Starbucks Starbucks.

I'm gonna sleep before 11.30pm today, I swear.
But I know that for my God is with me, I will survive and pull through. I will take heart, and rise with faith.
We could be more than just amazing
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 17:02

I am in dire need of good books and good music, and good food actually.
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY - A GOOD SLEEP.
I'm going to sleep at 10pm every night in Jakarta, seriously.
I also need to update my general knowledge (I make myself sound like a computer), and also FILE FILE FILE FILE FILE or at least get my stuff organised.

Just one more SBQ test to go, and I'll be term one test free! (Cheap Thrills), I think I'm going to take a nap. School's been so draining, but I am I am I am finding joy out of the littlest things, and I think that's what such a draining environment does to you. It forces you to find joy in whatever you do that doesn't bring sadness. :)

I think I'm starting to like 3PR!

it's all for you
Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 21:16

Today we chased the media study girls out of computer lab one! :)

There's an A math test in just over 12 hours tomorrow, 15 hours away. Logarithms Logarithms why why logarithms :( Luckily I'm done with with with with A math project, so I'm just going to finish it up and really practise A Math till I vomit blood, but I already feel like vomiting blood so yeah.

One and a half hours to ace a math tomorrow, I am no way letting myself fail, no way letting myself fail. SS Remedial, it seems like school is taking over my life but I know I have been infinitely blessed so thank God for that.

4 more days, 4 more days, 4 more days.
Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 23:07

What time will I get to sleep tonight?

- Sometimes I really wish I could play the piano/violin like they do it. :(
Take Heart.
@ 19:23

Today was refreshing.
Church today really allowed me to understand and clarify something very applicable to me in this situation. + Hannah needs patience.
I love my church friends. We were discussing how Hyflux was doing not so well, and they're damn cool because they help me so much whoo! :)

I think the main point was, even when you feel so useless and there's no hope, don't worry because God is still there, He has delivered and will deliver. He has sent Jesus so that we are close to him. And He sends us angels too! :)

I trust that this week will be awesome, cuz it's all in His hands.
Hold up my heart
Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 21:06

All I can do is sit in front of my empty slide and melt away, logarithms has never seemed more appealing.

I'm not in the mood to do anything, not even think or sleep, but I'm going to persevere and try my best, because with God nothing is impossible. Thanks Justine for continually listening to my rants and opposing everything you're saying but so patiently responding back.

I swear I wanna be in bed by 12mn tonight because I have church tomorrow, 2 hours more, can I do it? I'm feeling so anti-social now, something something something is wrong. School holidays in one week, school holidays in one week.

I've come so far, I'm no way about to give up yet.
Give me a reason
Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 21:21

to keep doing bas.
it's so draining, bas bas bas bas bas bas bas, and school and all that sigh sigh sigh.

I should learn to be content because 2009 has honestly treated me well, really. Sure I've been through a lot but I always came out on top of them. Thankfully Tatiana is not in the top 13!! :D
Okay doing bas get feedback do homework make good use of my time because 48 hours isn't enough anymore.
I CAN REACH MY TOMORROWWWWWW.
Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ 21:32

When you look me in the eyes,

It's amazing how things can change so quickly.
Honestly, I'll tell you - In general I am happy, I honestly am. But sometimes, when you break it down in to the nitty gritty there's bound to be things that make me feel displeased. I have to - memorise my gong han format because I really have to stop playing around, it's time to get serious and I'm no way risking anymore of my Chinese/any sec three marks. I also have to continue to analyse the stupid financials. (I really don't think anyone can care, honestly).

I've been really pissed/moody these 3 days. So thanks for bearing with me but I'm sure until we settle BAS/CHINESE/MATH it's gonna continue. Nearly there, Hannah, Nearly there.
Today Is My Happy Day.
@ 18:50

Note to self : CE FILE.

My internet is cranky.
Today is my happy day because I've completed all homework due tomorrow, with the exception of BAS which I really don't care about anymore.
My small sandfly bite has expanded into this huge mozzie bite looking thing and they itch more than mozzie bites :(

I'm literally going from day to day, I'm unable to cope if I've to take more than one day at a time because my planner is already so full. American Idol is really entertaining, but it saddens me the judges didn't pick some of my favourites for wild card, I hope they do well.

10 rounds tomorrow, damn I'm scared
We all need a little more optimism.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ 16:36

And someday you'll reach a point where even the maximum caffeine consumption won't help.

I'm one and a half weeks away, one and a half weeks and three projects away, one and a half weeks and three projects and two tests away. I'll try to keep smiling, I'll try to be happy, it changes everything, those little things.

Physics makes me mad but B@S makes me madder. I've suddenly decided to put a lot of effort into A math because of the long break between tests, and I really can't bear to see myself fail another A math test, especially since I think I've got the concept of logs, but how wrong we can all be sometime.

And then, erase the competition, erase the competitiveness we all may have. The world will be a better place.
Change
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 22:50

For the first time, I'm actually putting in effort for A Math, went offline for at least an hour to focus on it alright, I cannot let myself fail any longer. Consistency is key. (I doubt I'll finish it though, I'm almost falling asleep already)
Exhausted
@ 19:21

I've got 3 projects due within the span of the next seven days, and my A Math test is looming nearer. The only tests I really fear are A math, Chinese, and Physics. :(.

I'm extremely grateful for a certain run of events that have happened this week, and I guess those are enough counter the not so good moments, but I've honestly learnt that no one period of time can be 100% good or bad, so we've just got to learn to live with it.

I haven't been this exhausted, since, never. I really really feel like crying, every single moment I'm trying to keep awake and struggle through my homework that I don't even understand. I'll pick myself up, with time.

God has been good, He truly has.
All the world needs is love
Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 21:06

Today while walking home, I saw two 8 year old boys shouting "I HATE YOU!", "SHUT UP!" "I HATE YOU MORE" to each other, and I know that later on they'll probably kiss and make up, but it pained me that this is our world, this is our Singapore.

Just a bit more love would go along way, just holding it in would stretch further than you could imagine. Just a bit more and we're nearly there. Is love not possible ?

Hoo today was a tiring day the whole of last week was not as mentally draining as today. Luckily it's a day 1 = not too much homework because we never get any for English anyway. I'm off to study physics now and I pray I'll do well tomorrow. :)

Toodles!
Tell me something I don't know.
Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 21:44

1. My life needs to be put to better use, I don't feel like subjecting myself to such torture.
2. The property market is so confusing, I wouldn't work there.
3. I find no meaning in what I am doing, I think I'm doing it just for the sake of.
4. I haven't touched my literature essay, I haven't bothered about B@S (and I'm prepared for ten thousand people to scream in my face tomorrow), and I'm still doing 4 articles tomorrow.
5. I have 2 articles left, but I cannot blame anyone but me for rushing these as the deadline was given so much earlier, it was also thanks to the teachers that I've had an extra 4 days to do it.
6. Tell me something I don't know.
7. I either need more self discipline, or more motivation.
8. Be thankful for what you have, be content.
9. I am so thankful that there is no literature test tomorrow, but I am not prepared for what the week ahead has.
10. Happy Birthday Dorcas, you've been great.