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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 20:27
"Then you would have to put the entire population in quarantine. And you can't do that, can you?" School's out, will it go to alert red ? It's terrible how something so small has the ability to attack us like that, and you complain when we say the fly is big, because you think it's harmless. We argued about having 4 tests in a week. If you didn't declare that a rule I guess I'll have to suck it up and bear with it, but funny you all, saying you can't have more than 3 tests a week, and just showering us, like we're all so awesome, we're able to ace them all. (There are only 4 days that week, just what are you trying to do?) And, in case you think we're your little robots that can be tortured, we can't. *Sigh*, I think I'm sick. I'm quite sure it's not Swine Flu (how ironic), but I think I'm getting sick. A teeny cold though. Maybe there'll be better times, maybe birds will fly high.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 20:59
I want to start on lit but I'm too distracted by the swine flu death + wang zi bian qing wa + my school daze. (Goodness, Swine Flu is seriously starting to scare everyone, at the rate it's increasing, it's obviously spreading within other countries outside Mexico). If you thought I was paranoid, you should meet my friend !!! Anyway, good luck all with keeping clean and flu free !!! :) Sorry that's all that's on my mind.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 17:59
It's such an apathetic selfish feeling, I'm not sure how to describe it, it's kinda blaming the other party and also feeling sorry for yourself, blaming them for something they didn't do.-- 1. Kelly & I washed our hands a gazillion times today 2. Kelly thinks the world will end in 2012, we promted her to read the Bible 30 times. 3. "What's the worse that could happen, you're wrong! The world is not going to crumple to pieces and you're not going to get eaten up!" - Which sent us into laughter for 3 intense minutes again. 4. School was, alright today I suppose, Wednesdays are always slack days, because there's assembly and there's PW. 5. I need time, money, photography, books, music, a nice bag, shoes, clothes and travel. 6. MY VIOLIN STRINGS HAVE TO STOP SNAPPING MY DAD THE DOCTOR BOUGHT TAMIFLUUUUU WHOOOOO & Singapore is at Yellow Alert LIKE WHAT THE HELL, so tomorrow Kelly & I will be up to a lot more nonsense !!!
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 19:41
OMG NO SWINE FLU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THANKS I AM SO FREAKED OUT RIGHT NOW AHHHHHHHH. Today was alright, everyone fell asleep during A Math, interview went fine, NO SWINE FLU :(
Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 19:45
I'm starting to go back to my Englishs artistes again, some of their songs are brilliant. I really enjoyed campfire, so so so much. Jumping and bumping !!! I'm excited for New Zealand because the twins will be joining us !!! + I want to be able to make cookies + brownies + grilled cheese and ham sandwiches. (I ALSO WANT MY FRANKIE), but I also think I'll have to be a total mugger mugger mugger there, how fun !!! (That's how badly I want my 6A1s) In CA2 I will get a single digit. (Sigh, I have to stop chasing grades/deadlines). I also want a lot a lot a lot of books & musics (4th time), and yes a lot of stationery and nice nice things oh yes and a working Wii and MY SIMS 3 :) :) :) 4 Day week + Test free week = Hannah is happy, PLEASE GOD LET ME PASS CHINESE, I worked so hard for it and pissed cheryl kelly tricia and everyone who had to deal with my chinese off sooo much I'll be devestated if I don't pass :( That's all for now I guess, toodles!
Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 19:15
I think Gavin DeGraw is really good too! :) -- + This week has been extremely exhausting, but there's 1(2) more days left. Because there's campfire on Saturday. I'm almost at my bronze, I need to work much harder for math, I need to stop living for weekends. I need to find something worthy of my time, something that will keep me running, something that's not school or business. + I actually hope for a better world, is that too naive? It's quite saddening to see half the world fighting against each other, amongst each other, are we all strangers? I've always been the kind to hope for a world full of love, ever since I was 6. When I saw the shirt "world without strangers" I thought that the world was truly without strangers. How wrong. + I will know if I passed Chinese tomorrow, I hope I did, I worked really hard for it, and I need to study for Chemistry, seriously. And work harder for math, and stop spending all my time blogging or facebook or whatever meaningless stuff, but I'm so tired and if I keep pushing myself I will break, I will break. + Someone teach me to play 听见 on the piano! (Oh have I told you there's a mock exam in May for Chinese and I've found my excuse to watch more dramas, just that I can't find the time anymore.) + Campfire's on Saturday and after that there's no more staying back on Wednesdays and painting every Thursday. Hey, I actually have to work on my Total Defence Gold (!!!). + Everything's quite sick, quite routine. It's impossible to live if we aren't insane, it's become normal. Something has to come quick to brighten my day. I need that sense of satisfaction I lack.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 17:05
You & I Both I still think Jason Mraz is a genius. B@S 2 has officially started. There's no more slacking off already, and I said I need to get back on track much much. This feeling of being constantly tired is sickening though, I really need to regain my energy. Anyway today Ms Goh changed our seats so I'm not too happy but I guess it's not too bad. (NO TENNIS TONIGHT!) Anyway good job Choir !!! :) and I need to shop shop shop till I drop drop drop. I've got so much I want to do that's actually tangible yet I can't find time which is intangible. I think I'll take a 20 second nap because if it's any longer I will fall asleep for the rest of my life. I suppose we're supposed to take whatever comes our way just as it is, because if we stay there for too long it'll disappear before we can even touch it. Just go for it, because it's worth it. (My impulsiveness is back !!!) It's really about striking a balance and I'm getting a little better at that. I hope school is survivable (!!!) Cheers!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 23:13
I hate A math and Physics I don't get a thing. I think I learn by example, teachers have to work out more solutions for me. I have have have to work a lot harder for A Math & Physics and everything else actually. Why am I so unmotivated !!! :(
@ 17:03
If love can move a mountain. -- I think I'm turning Cheena, sigh. I told you I needed to listen to everything in my itunes, I truly have some nice songs and English ones too. (KOREANNN) 1) Rachael Yamagata (Y) 2) DCFC !!! I should also read, catch up on reading. I want to decorate a room, I just may have the chance to do it soon. (I keep saying read + music tens of time, can't find the time though). June Holidays is packed, all free time left will be used to squeeze in idol dramas (?). I feel like taking a month to some overseas country, preferably South American country, the kids there are so cute, the culture there is interesting, and I'll really want to help out in some way or another, just don't let me get bitten by fish. And beautiful photog. OMG THAT'S IT I WANT TO GO TO SOUTH AMERICA BEFORE I TURN 30 FOR AT LEAST 3 MONTHS WHOOOOOO. (This is why I want to be a BCG consultant, lots of $$ to support all these trips + flexible schedule). Hehe. I need to work on A Math and stay on track, I've been straying for too long and I cannot afford to rely on just that. Don't be complacent, (I have funny ways of acheiving my goals though haha) Toodles !!!
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 23:14
I survived my Chinese test, and it also means I'm done with Chinese until the results come back. That's what I do for all tests haha. (Therefore I cannot watch anymore 偶像剧) -- I really really need a break, even though I'm not that stressed out. (It's just beginning, we decided today). On one hand I'll be able to revert back, on the other hand it will really just drive me mad. I've been missing out on tons of music & books that I really really must find time to read. (Plus sleepovers/outings!!!). I realise my itunes has some pretty pretty good music I never knew I had, and I should spend time listening to it.
I finally finished 命中注定我爱你，and I have to say it's a good plot, but I like ISWAK2 better. I won't watch anymore until the holidays, I promise. It's been affecting my timetable. I woke up at 5:37 to get ready for school today and got so fustrated.
"Do you feel like a man when she falls to the ground"
I must also practise A Math, E Math, Physics, Chinese and read more, school is so draining, yet school is so fun cuz of everyone who sits around me who's in class who's in bas who's in guides who's in recess. Seriously I don't mind going through all this rubbish just to spend time with them because they're really nice and so are my churchies, really. I'm so thankful. :)
Toodles, I'm off to file SS & then sleep !!!
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 20:19
Guides Camp wasn't all that bad, my juniors are awesome, banner isn't. :( I feel tired and sticky and I need to catch up on homework but I really don't want to do A Math as usual. There's a Chinese test on Monday and so I've gone into Cheena mood! I really need to shower I feel so sticky and so tired and why is my dad in Malaysia !!! I ran 2.4, had night games, and my legs hurt from toe till thigh. "If a picture paints a thousand words, why can't I paint you" Geography, A Math, Chemistry, Chinese. It's almost May (!!!) I'm messing up my itunes, Pop Jazz World (Chinese), I'm actually amused at the songs I have. I'm going to do business, meet awesome people, do what I want to, live and let live, and be extremely rich with an awesome family and awesome friends. (But first, I'll pass Chinese)
Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 19:39
"That's why lawyers get paid so much, because no one else wants to do this shit" "Huh I got an F? Oh that's my gender!" (This sent Wenqian & I into intense laughter for 3 straight minutes) Today's E Math test was alright, thankfully. I was so afraid it'd be so bad because I had been so badly demoralised by yesterday's physics. My next (and most prominent) hurdle is Chinese on Monday. AND OMG, 7朵花 is like SNSD! (I feel like I'm going to get slammed for my comparison but really!) There's guides camp tomorrow and I really really want to get my bronze so so so much I'm really starting to wonder what I've been doing since sec one. Then again I haven't taken so much seriously until I got to sec three, like in terms of my time. (And my capabilities) Therefore I should seriously stop wasting so much time and maximise my capablities. 5As, 1B, 2Cs, 1D. I hate geog there's so much homework !!! :( Sigh, I really really don't want to waste my next two weekends I hate hate work commitment. (Chinese + Chemistry how on earth will she finish!) Toodles. (I expect to sleep no earlier than 12mn tonight!!!)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 15:59
Physics is such a messed up subject, but I can no longer afford to worry over that because there's an e math test tomorrow, as well as tons of geog homework due. (thankfully no a math or i will kill myself). -- I PASSED CHINESE TODAY !!! (MCQ, but still!!! [Because I've failed tons of MCQ's before]). That really made me euphoric, really. I'm having really bad abs cramps cuz of sit ups! :( Oh and I overslept, so I expect myself to be up till 12, of course going off before that or else I die I die I die. "So !!! Am I going to die?" "Yes!" - Kelly (Pang) on PHEESICS test. (during recess) TOODLES.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 17:57
I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my self and fall down again
I can sing cause you pick me up,
Sing cause you're there
I can sing cuz you hear me lord, when I call to you in prayer
I can sing with my last breath, sing all I know
Sing with the angels and the saints around the throne!
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Rivers SEQ, I didn't bring home my geog workbook. Oh dear I have E Math too. :( Study for physics !!! School is bumming me out.
Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 22:02
life sucks, seriously. I had a really enjoyable day at school today, like always, but it doesn't change the fact that I'm always chasing deadlines for meaningless stuff I've been pushed into for the good of yourself. Maybe I'm being a little too ungrateful cuz at least each day is bearable, and there really are many many little things that make me appreciate whatever's around me. The feeling gets overwhelming though, the feeling of being forced to. I have 13 + 6 (chinese) assessment books. I have just driven myself mad. (Yesterday I drove myself scared). Anyway I really shouldn't be blogging because I'm supposed to be learning ting xie and I really really am a little scared/worried for chinese next monday. :(
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 20:25
I think Uni sounds fun. (In June : PICNIC WITH QINGYIIII!) I just bought another 6 assesment books, I'm starting to scare myself, scare others. I bought mainly physics and e math, and this ss book full of essays. I am gonna study like a freak man. BALANCED LIFE :(
@ 17:27
It doesn't really matter anymore haha, because I know I've got one heck of a strong backing, and Your grace is enough. :) (Maybe I am Bipolar). There are so little school trips this year, none to Europe. Stupid recession, I am so so so sad now. I wasn't planning on going on any haha, so I guess it doesn't really matter. But why must we have our geog papers returned to us during recess hmm! :( I think I'm going to popular soon, I really don't want to go back to school but oh well what choice do we have! Looking at the top 25 paying companies really makes me wanna be a lawyer, but then again, the more money you make the more you sacrifice. OMG. BCG is the 12th highest paying company !!!!!! YAY I FEEL HAPPY NOW. I thought it'd never appear. Nevertheless it's annual income is 100k USD lower than the top one. (Which is a law firm). I want to travel the world. :)
@ 08:47
Honestly speaking, I'm very scared of next year. I'm very scared I'll only study, and burn out. I'm very scared that apart from studying I'll have no time for anything else. Then again, I don't like having too much time on my hands, I'll have nothing to do, and then I'll feel unsatisfied and unfulfilled. HUMBLE PIE HUMBLE PIE HUMBLE PIE. I need to find something I'm interested in that can occupy my time but is not too addictive. This past week was really slack, really really slack. I guess sec three is starting to stick on me, not like I have a choice, really. I hate the way we're really not entitled to our own opinion the majority of the time. HUMBLE PIE HUMBLE PIE HUMBLE PIE. In June: Secones, Alicia's for taiwan drama marathon!!!, Dominique's/Vera's Shoppingg, Sarah's for Wii. Malaysia for UMAD, School for guides camp. (This is what is keeping me afloat). 1.75 years more till I finish Os. (It's sad that school makes me so sad, makes me so cynical, makes me feel like a quitter.)
@ 00:04
I'm really tired....
I should go sleep.
Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 16:30
It rains every good friday. Today's serivce was rather good, just long, and long. And I haven't started on my substantial pile of homework + Physics & E Math I keep taking E Math for granted and my math is really bad :( & I HAVE TUITION TOMORROW BOO :( ISWAK2. "I'm very jealous of you" I have started on my homework !!! :) I do not get a single thing about a math SAVE ME SOMEONE. Dorcas says I have bipolar. SAVE ME AGAIN. :(
@ 08:48
IT'S GOOD FRIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!! I have a ... substantial amount of homework I have to complete, and two tests I have to study for which I cannot afford to screw up. I'm thankful it's Good Friday for many man reasons. In about 10 minutes I have to go to church, I hope they'll sing songs about the Cross! I've been really happy this week & yesterday's sports day was awesome !!! :) Hmm, I haven't updated in a while, hehe because I've been choinging my taiwan dramas. LONG EASTER WEEKEND WHOO! Toodles!
Monday, April 6, 2009 @ 18:30
Today was really really really fun !!! :) From discussing korean stuff with kelly & tricia to tricia falling off during full geog, last hour or so of bas, andrea being violated, jacq and andrea doing tons of push up, mass convo during bas for team allegro haha etc !!! :) :) :) Yep, test free week + good Friday which is really awesome, you should of really seen us during BAS, we were all crazy, mad, and I swear I'm balding. :( Toodles.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 21:46
I just had an awesome time. Haven't had this much fun in a long long long time. But I'm too lazy to beat Beatrice at uploading the photos, so I'll just let her do it anyway. I'm sleepy, still have to study for e math quiz. This week is super short and I'm so happy it's so short, will the long weekend be enough to let me gain my much much needed rest? Hopefully I'll study E math within an hour and sleep by 11.30pm !!! There's BAS tomorrow, I don't know, at least it occupies me? (YES I FOUND MY KOREAN DRAMA WHOOHOO!) Anyway back to my hectic busy what you may call it stupid annoying schedule. I think I should revert back to reading baby blues.
@ 15:35
(My last post seems to make a lot of sense) "You complain when you're bored, you complain when you're busy" "You don't get it!" "So your decisions have been rational, just that the way you reach them is impulsive?" "YES!" -- Today I'm going to use my camera and take many many many photos !!! :) OH AND KELLY TAN. I HAVE MIROTIC YOU WHO REFUSE TO LEND IT TO ME. !!!(Thanks Alicia) I'm tired, maybe I'll take a nap. Toodles
Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 23:41
I feel like I'm in the middle of a big mess, there's so much to do to fix it, there's no starting point. Everywhere you start leads you back, everywhere you go, you just create a bigger problem. The best part - the mess wasn't even created by me. *** If you would stop feeding me with so much, so much to cause my sleep hours to be warped, to deprive me of EVERYTHING I've ever wanted, to give up everything, just for you, just for you. You know what, I don't even feel anymore. I don't feel in that moment, I don't know what I'm doing. I thought I was becoming more rational, when in fact its impulsiveness to the point of becoming rational. When the answer is no more, when you no longer have to think - you're only given one option anyway, it doesn't matter how you do it. It's not impulsive, it's not rational. If you'd realise, you'd see that there are actually tons of events that make my day, tons of things that make me so happy, and I've never been more grateful for these, honestly. It's too bad I've courted my own suicide, I'm really really so happy and grateful for all you who have been here, just listening, even when I made no sense, even when you just wanted to kill me. I'm a quarter done with this year. That was too fast. I've got no sense of what has happened. I don't remember the start and thats all. I remember what has happened, it didn't feel like it happened too long ago. 3 months is a long time. I suppose a plus side is that when I'm happy I'm really really happy, and when I'm not so happy, I show it. It's 23:48, I'm going to bed. Hopefully my mind will be clearer tomorrow. Thanks everyone !!! :)
@ 19:47
dinner party tmr yay I so eggcites to see my honey cuzzies again! :)
@ 11:20
I swear I'm gonna retire by 40 and travel the world. Cause: Travel = Good Photog = Hannah happy ! :) I have a rather free weekend, still piled with homework and studying for E math quiz, but I guess it could be worse. (Eg no geography, no literature essay or whatever.) I guess it's true when they say we need a lot of things keeping us going, because I can rarely do one thing, and when I get so bored, it irks me. -- Well we're 2 weeks over, or 1 cycle. 4/5 to go. Time seems to be flying by, when you're really in the moment however, it's a different story. BAS 2 (REPLY MY SMS YOU). I'm slowly learning.
Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 22:58
Generally, it's been a good week. Everyday things have happened to make my day a whole lot better, with Kelly's screams, 4x400m, April Fools, BAS ending @ 4, coffee bean with Cheryl until 5.30. However, there have been sudden actualisations that have made my mood drop so low. I've rarely been this sad, or moodswingable in a long time. But it has been a really really fun week. -- I'm sorry I'm not as enthusiastic as you about all that, all this. I guess it kinda makes me frustrated because I'm not able to understand how you feel, why you feel that way. B@S Phase 2 - Push hard, push hard. We'll make it, we'll make it, I'll make it !!! Anyway I'm gonna start on Chemistry now, I'm test free next week, Praise God for that. I've got quite a number of things to decide on, help me Lord, help me. (It doesn't really matter bout the rain, cuz we'll get through it anyway, we'll get up and start again)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 22:41
I think I've grown rather cynical. I hate it, I hate myself for being so cynical. -- Suddenly, I feel like I've been missing out, I've been missing the whole purpose, I've been missing out on everything I've wanted (& used) to do. I've never felt so sad for a long long time, and I've never felt so "philosophically" sad before, I believe. I forgot, I missed the point, and hopefully, I haven't missed the boat. I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this. I've really really never been so sad before. and I don't even really know why. I've never thought about the whole situation that 2009 has presented me with, I have never accepted the fullness of my emotions until now.
@ 17:20
I really really loved today. 1. April Fools 2. 4x400m/Games Day 3. Physics. 4. Listening to Talentime Rehersalzz. I love 3PR, I love 3PR, I love 3PR. However, we also lost our company so that isn't too encouraging. It's funny how circumstances turn on you so easily. "Yo Annie, Juno" 90210, saying hi to annie & adrianna !! I waited forevahh for 90210 to come out again YAY.
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