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Dream,
Closer relationship with God!
Do well for O LEVELS!
Indie/folk Music
iPhone, Canon DSLR!
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Love;
God!
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YOU!

Date,
12th Nov - LIBERATION DAY.

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I feel like I'm in the middle of a big mess, there's so much to do to fix it, there's no starting point. Everywhere you start leads you back, everywhere you go, you just create a bigger problem. The best part - the mess wasn't even created by me.

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If you would stop feeding me with so much, so much to cause my sleep hours to be warped, to deprive me of EVERYTHING I've ever wanted, to give up everything, just for you, just for you. You know what, I don't even feel anymore. I don't feel in that moment, I don't know what I'm doing. I thought I was becoming more rational, when in fact its impulsiveness to the point of becoming rational. When the answer is no more, when you no longer have to think - you're only given one option anyway, it doesn't matter how you do it. It's not impulsive, it's not rational.

If you'd realise, you'd see that there are actually tons of events that make my day, tons of things that make me so happy, and I've never been more grateful for these, honestly. It's too bad I've courted my own suicide, I'm really really so happy and grateful for all you who have been here, just listening, even when I made no sense, even when you just wanted to kill me. I'm a quarter done with this year. That was too fast. I've got no sense of what has happened. I don't remember the start and thats all. I remember what has happened, it didn't feel like it happened too long ago. 3 months is a long time.

I suppose a plus side is that when I'm happy I'm really really happy, and when I'm not so happy, I show it. It's 23:48, I'm going to bed. Hopefully my mind will be clearer tomorrow. Thanks everyone !!! :)