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Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 19:57
School was suprisingly much more bearable then I expected it to be, was really smooth and pretty enjoyable so thank God. -- Business - 4 more days, change of hypothesis, rearrangement of script. Suddenly there's a whole new lot of comments, and there's a geography practice test on wednesday. So yes, the only way I'll overcome is with God's strength. Cuz I'm extremely sleepy right now even though I've already taken a shower and I'm 2 minutes behind schedule cuz I'm blogging !!! Oh well back to business for now, a lot of work to do too sian sian sian. Toodles. (:
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 22:58
Since I have the time, I'll blog for the last time during the 2009 June Holidays.
It's sad, I really really had a fantastic time this year, and I really really miss it. There would be a lot of things I'd re-do if I could, but I can't, so oh well. I have to say, I really really miss UMAD 7, and I really really miss my churchies now.
I cannot cannot express how scared I am that school's starting, I'm scared I'll go astray again, I'll live in the world, and forget to return to the Word. I'm scared that I'll once again lose my focus like I did so badly this first semester, and I'm scared I'll lose touch with my churchies. I'm scared once again all I'll care about is the projects and the work and the deadlines. I'm scared I'll revert back. I'm scared once again all I'll have the strength to do is chase work, time, deadlines.
But of course I'm so grateful I'll once again get to see everyone, 3PR, guide friends, that special circle, cuz I miss everyone. I'm just really sad I'm losing this carefree life again. I really really loved it, not really worrying about anything. Cuz seriously, this June was one of the most fantastic Junes I've ever had. I don't want to lose all of it.
So I'm really really really clinging on to God this semester, please don't let me lose it.
Done almost all my work, not bad for last minute chionging, but this June holidays has really reall taught me to not leave work to the last minute anymore. It's not worth it. Still need to pack my bag, room's in a complete mess now. :(
10 weeks everyone, press on, press on.
(after that it's only 2 weeks till the EOYs, and after that we're free, so if we look @ it that way (:) JUNTIAN = L4D !!! :)   I miss :(
Toodles !!!
Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 22:52
Your mask is purity. You are always trying to be true to yourself. You don't care what others think is right or wrong, you always use your own judgment to decide. You often ignore the millions of rules people are trying to place on the way you should live your life, because you know they are meaningless and that you are a good person. Your intentions are usually pure, whether it's wanting to do something nice for someone, or just take some time for yourself. You understand that pure isn't perfect. You get angry, jealous, mean, sometimes stubborn, but you are who you are, and your mask isn't trying to hide it; it's just helping you get by the life you love and enjoy. ... I thought this made a lot of sense.
@ 17:19
Think I've fallen in love with Taylor Swift's songs, cuz they're all so cute and sweet. (: I have a weekend before school starts. Honestly, I've no clue at all how I'm gonna get back on track, but I suppose I'll be able to, just like how I could survive in semester 1. God's grace is all I need, yet I'm so scared this world will throttle me left right and centre, and I'll start living according to the world, again. Term 3 - 10 weeks ( 50 48 days) - Youth Day (Monday 6th August) - National Day In Lieu (Monday 10th August). (I'm not sure if 11th August is off). Once again, I'm living for the weekends, someone find me better motivation please? Hehehe. Anyway, back to work. I seriously suck @ A Math, E Math, Physics ... Chinese. Everything basically. But I will work @ it ... soon enough ;) Oh, and I finally went to Muji today, I got a lot of my stuff that I wanted, for quite a good price. Saw Esprit, loved their clothes, but not so much their prices ... :(, but fret not cuz my Birthday's coming soon, hopefully the moolah will too. ((: I want to buy Michael Jackson's album. Toodles!
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 14:05
Jesus, take the wheel."She said I'm sorry for the way I've been living my life, so from now on tonight, Jesus take the wheel" R.I.P Michael Jackson. :( As much as I really really don't want school to start, I miss my friends in school like shit. Really, but I don't know if school will be bearable and I'm just so so scared I'm gonna crumble again, live according to the world again, and just break. Just break. I think I can safely say that I've done 1/3 or 1/2 of my work cuz I've like done half of everything haha. Such a loser I know. EVERYONE GO HERE, super cool photo editing site, makes my photos look incredibly pretty. :) (thanks kel!) I forgot what I said already, sigh that sucksss. Anyway I think Hollywood shows make my head go wonky and my ideals all screwed up. My parents are in Bali and I should of gone with them to claim a week off. HAHA, alright, here goes my internet being a bitch again. I feel so sian, like I really need to cheer up more, get out of the house a little more often. Need to count down the days till when I'm off school !!! Really don't know why school's such a chore, seriously. Takes the fun out of everything Anyway I'm returning to school with a bang ! Cuz we're starting the semester with a chocolate eating challenge. ... I'm also returning to school to get many many test papers back and do a lot a lot of work. I hate mondays cuz they're forever so long and not fun at all. Aish, now we don't even have PW periods on wednesdays so that sucks. There's honestly not one day to look forward to, I hate the amount of time that BAS takes up but I brought this upon myself so I shall not complain. When I woke up I had like 10 smses in my inbox, I think they started coming in around 9am. So I was half asleep since 9am. :) ^^!
@ 01:37
I think you're making me petrified of you.
Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 21:52
Cuz you can't have your cake and eat it too, and sometimes you've just got to remember that. Anyway I went to watch Transformers 2 and I really like their chemistry I thought it was really good really really good unlike Twilight, as in the chemistry. So I've got a bit more of geography to study before I can go to sleep, tomorrow i'll have to chiong work and I have tuition which sucks. Shit I really don't want to go back to school y'know seriously !!! Still thinking about U.K. I'll miss everyone here like hell but I'm not sure that they're worth the missing. And Sarah is the bestest haha, I miss you girl when are you coming over !!! Exactly one month to Hillsong United I am super eggcited, hate my internet though it keeps pms-ing don't know whats it's problem, seriously it's got me super super super pissed off k. Like I'm going mad cuz of it which drives me insane !!! I wish I had some super power internet or I was in orchard road or something. I'm actually in need of major camwhore cuz I (still) think my camera is wayy underused and my internett is killing me seriouslyyyyyy so annoying !!! ANYWAY. WHEN IS OUR CHEMISTRY TEST !!! I think that's all Toodles :)
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 22:18
I mean, what the hell Hannah, get a grip.
@ 16:47
drinking it down with cheap alcohol, Business was fun today haha, we were ... pigging out as usual, wasn't as hectic cuz our phase two is offically complete. I have to say it was much easier than Phase 1. Yep. Phase 3 ... we're not too far off but that's my optimistic spirit speaking, so if you speak to any of my other members, you may get a different answer but hey, who cares yea. :) Still needing my little getaway alone, or maybe with some people but oh well, need to rest. Cause I never seem to be able to get the time to rest which sucks a lot, and I'm so sleepy now I need to sleep. I'll probably take a nap later for a short while just before tennis. Today I think I'm gonna study 2 topics of Plate Tectonics before I sleep at maybe 2am, and I want my hillsong tickets, and my school friends I miss you guys like shit. I honestly wish I knew you better, and you and you and you. But I guess only time will help me do that. Anyway my lovely Business group killed my feet today walking from Vera's house (@ Bamoral Park ish there) to SHAW CENTRE (I went to Orchard MRT WHICH IS WORSE), because Sam insisted it was close closeee, but no it was very very very far! And to Cheryl, I hope you don't have H1N1 and get well soon, and I hope all of you enjoyed transformerzzz TWO. :) So lets see what gets postponed or cancelled in this coming week. During Business today we were all attending calls from teachers nyehehe. Practice test on Wednesday really really puts me down but I know I can conquer that and all other things coming to bring me down with God's strength. HAHAHAHA JUDGEMENT DAY. Upside down and inside out;
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 18:25
Cause this girl is falling stupid for youThe June Holidays have made my brain brain dead, I can't seem to remember a thing. So it's been a struggle working through my math and chemistry and a bit of geography but the good news is I'm almost done with one paper, just gonna revise chemistry and think I'll be done with that. Geog I'll deal with tomorrow but I'll revise something later after dinner. So tomorrow there's Business till about 3, I swear there's something wrong with my appitite cuz I feel like puking half the time. I think it's something about the powder smell in the room which makes it sick !!! Yea, it's definetely that. It's so sickening but I can't do anything about that. I think when we learn to stop comparing ourselves against others, then we will learn how to find contentment and happiness. Mm, I really really don't wish to go back to school because I'm having such a fine time at home, but oh well there's no way out anyway, even the government wants us back. I'm not really complaining though. My Flickr's been quite active, cuz I've got too much time around me (at least my brain seems to think that way). Alright, I guess I'll get back to homework (or dinner cuz I'm extremely hungry, but when I see the food I'll be full. Shucks.) Another item on my to-do list: 10. Link up people.Cheerio!
@ 11:59
(Even though my previous list is incomplete) Things I have to do again :1. Edit my photos2. Get my photobucket up !!! 3. Good books (any recomendations?)4. Study Full Geog FASTER5. Homework !!!6. KTV7. Moleskine !!!!!!!8. Camera scrapbooks9. Muji, like now !!!Labels: to-do
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 22:13
and what's going on, you're like a sugar ball.so today was kinda unproductive, really lack that discipline and was so tired and had quite a lot on as well, but tomorrow there's nothing so hopefully I'll be able to studyy! And I think I'm getting addicted to Runescape, which is wrong, especially now. Oh well, I will pick myself up and study study study cuz I hate chasing time. -- So today I had Violin, Piano, Dental !!! (:(), but I survived it all and hell yea I'm going to sleep soooon. 20 more weeks of school left, which is about 4+ months. So what's left is - Business2, Business3, EOYs like shit, Pracitce tests. Looking forward to NDP Hols, Youth Day Hols, 25th July, September Hols (cuz at least we get good sleep hours), and of course End Year Hols !!! :) I do think my Moleskine and Camera needs more attention from me, been playing with Flickr these few days, just deleted my Photobucket account and waiting for 48 hours before I'll create a new one. Mm, thats about it, in Nov/Dec, I'm gonna get my reading back on. Study Hannah Study !!! So toodles!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 19:58
Inez is my secret keeper now. :) Vanessa Carlton is really good, very nice to listen to !!! Anyway, 7 (or 14) days left, with homework + studying to go, and once school starts it's gonna be self discipline all the way to make sure my grades don't fall back especially with business and all that but I'm pretty pretty sure I'll survive it with God's strength. Definetely not by my own, but by His mighty hand. Teehee ^^, I don't know how our media project turned out but I think it was kinda fun. These June Holidays have been good, especially for UMAD + Guides Camp and all that jazz, been having a good time @ business too. So I'm still 25th July, but before that 4th July = Business@School, lunch after that ? :) It's quite tiring to see people try so hard to find that peace and smooth running of life, I mean sometimes you get it and sometimes you don't. So yes I'm really quite busy now rushing school work and all that, a lot of outings have to be put on hold k. Hillsong United - 25th :) This week I plan to sleep at 12 mn and wake up @ 8am latest, sounds pretty good doesn't it. ;) Tons of work to complete, most importantly business + redo Ubd + I'm Yours !!! Yep, I always take forever to do a blog post, sigh. Anyway, Toodles :)
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 22:03
Hahaha. I realise I never update about what happens during camp, but I shan't do that now cuz I'm really tired and haven't finished writing letters yet !!! But anyway I really think my church youth are the sweetest people ever !!! Still not over my camp sickness, slept a lot today. Like 12 hours but I was just like ... screw it I need my sleep. Gonna be a chionging week redoing UbD and all that jazz so yea. Can't wait for church tmr. Check out Kelly's Flickr cuz it's gorgeous !!! I really really wish I could take good photos that inspire people and make them feel warm inside. I am like dead tired k. I cannot even seeee anymore. Haha everyone is hoping H1N1 closes school, I can't say I can't agree so lets just see how many cases are rising within the week, see how many schoolkids get it, think I'm bringing taboo tmr cuz I've got nothing better to do hehe ;) Mmhmm, re-considering UK now, because I realise that I'm gonna miss everyone here a one too many. Don't know if the culture change so early is worth it, mom also ain't so keen but just thinking of mugging through another 2 years makes me almost flip. BGT too !!! :( 25th July 25th July 25th July.
Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 20:22
I think I have just had the 2 best weeks of my life, Guides Camp *PRETEND TO INSERT PHOTO* I'd seriously never think I'd have that much fun with you guys, our lame jokes, our singing, the three of us always sleeping the latest. I can't wait for KTV/I'm Yours/Ferro Roche challenge, and I'm really really really happy to have found such good friends in school k LOVEEE YOUUU ALLL. And srsly you made guides camp so much more bearable. :) Okay to Esther & Lyeann thanks for the singing and the sleeping and the chatting and all that hahaha, My BESTEST friend in the whole world and my BIGGEST fan. and Vera !!! To the sec twos because you guys were extremely fun !!! Especially when you didn't get it and Sam !!! My IQ is negative now because of you. To my group Rex ... I thought we were really really really fun too even though we probably came in last but hehehehehehe. :) But I think I've just had the best 4 days of my life ... UMAD 7.  I really really never expected to have so much fun and learn so much spiritually. I really really really didn't expect it and that just shows me how God works amongst all of us. And I love LEVI so so so much and actually all the other groups as well, I really really love CYM so much cuz we're cool like ice. :) So thanks Lun Tat for helping me with the groups especially with the guys even when you were so quiet you still helped me toodayy and danced geeee !!! :D Kian Nam for helping with the smaller boys and I'm really really encouraged by your enthusiasm. Melody for helping cheorograph a dance in 2 hours. Bin, Wei Wang, Mam Sharon for helping us raise the group morale when we were so lost. Louis, Stephen, for being so enthusiastic and well behaved even though it was like out of your comfort zone. Chung Hong for being MY ANGEL and for really making the effort to join in cuz even though sometimes you like to do your own thing, you still listened to us :) Lynette for helping us mash music hehe cuz even though you weren't around quite often you still helped us a lot !!! Joey for being super duper trouper enthu and seriously helping me !!!. Thanks Main Comm as well, and the girls, cuz you guys were super fun to talk to from lights out till 2 + 3 am almost every night ! Mm. And also to faithfulness cuz you all were AWE-SOME. Good Job Ben with leading cuz you really really weren't that bad and pretty good in fact. I love CYM cuz they're all so sporting and it's really encouragingggg. :) And of course, I'm extremely thankful to God because He knows when I'm dry and He knows not only when, but also how to pick me up when I'm feeling dry. So I'm extremely thankful for all He's done for me, and for forgiving me, and accepting me, and loving me !!! :)
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 19:45
@ UMAD 7
16th - 19th
SMS me if you need to contact me cuz that's the only way ... I mean you could call but yea you get the point.
@ 15:59
You know, something I'd really want right now is a 3 day retreat by myself with my moleskine, camera and iPod. (I mean I wouldn't mind some pretty clothes meant for the beach and all that with nice flip flops, a straw hat and a nice bag). Of course it should be in some pretty serene place. With a nice room, prefably white. In Bintan, or Langkawi! Because I realise that this world, how fast it moves is depriving me of what I'd really want. But with everything, we've got to work for it.
@ 14:57
but, I suppose the worst thing to do would have you all fall apart. Where do we go now? We had it so long. UMAD7 is in less than 24 hours (because I'm too lazy to count to the nearest hour), I tried to learn those dances but just gave up because in 1 day that's just madness !!! And I think Big Brother is so cute my goodness, Rodrigo especially !!! He was like "They F-him, F-her, F-Big Brother etc, it's just so ... disrespectful!" Oh but the way Freddie talks is really cool, the way everyone nominates people for eviction is so weird like you can really see their true colours !!! I think my camera is way to underused, I have way too little clothes, and I need more moolah, I also need to go to London (or England) A-SAP. Because this culture is getting a bit too boring, I mean I know I sound like a total brat, but it's not everyday you get a chance to change cultures so I'm really looking forward to that. Mmhmm, New Zealand in like, 5 months so that's really exciting too. I'm starting to be quite apprehensive of how UMAD will turn out, I know I need my jacket and I need my bottle. Can't wait for X Factor !!! I am being deprived of shows worth of my attention, does Ant & Dec host X Factor ? (Srsly, Shaun Smith joined the wrong show !!! - but there's less competition in his niche I suppose ...). Can't wait for Christmas + KTV with Camp Crew !!! ;) Toodles! you're just the one I've been waiting for
Sunday, June 14, 2009 @ 23:02
Because when we forsake the lives of others, we actually forsake our own.
@ 18:20
I saw Flawless's video for UMAD7's fun night promotion, and got really excited about Britain's Got Talent again hehe !!! :) But anyway UMAD 7 is in 2 days so I'm really quite excited hehe. I've kinda got I'm Yours settled, will just alternate strumming patterns and need to practice it a hell lot more. *Sigh*. Went to Vivo for metoring/shopping, went into National Geographic which reminded me of why I took full geog in the first place, of what the world really holds. Tomorrow I won't switch on my computer until I've done my work which include my math papers, chemistry, english recount, geography I'm leaving for later as well as A math cuz I don't get any of those. >:( Sucks how the holidays are passing so quickly, sucks how time passes so quickly actually. I've got a lot of Big Brother to catch up on because they release episodes everyday and I'm too lazy to watch them everyday y'know and megavideo only allows 72 minutes etc. Got to buck up with a lot of stuff because now I'm just saying a lot of stuff but not exactly doing it and that's just gonna send me down the drain. Really quite excited for UMAD 7 !!! BUT WHERE ARE THE GROUPINGS !!! I started this post @ 5pm, have no clue why it takes me half a day to write a blog post. I think I multitask too much on the computer, seriously !!! I need to remember why the world is worth it because in school I'm slowly losing grasp of it, I'm slowy losing the will to continue. Tomorrow I'm gonna attempt to learn some stuff, wish me luck. :)
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 17:30
OSTs I really really really need:1. Hannah Montanna The MovieNow I know why Miley Cyrus is on Times 100 Most Influential people list, I think her movie was really good actually. Suprisingly. Blew up a one too many sms-es today so can't sms for a while. Mmhmm, tomorrow there's church which is good, gonna blow up like a lot of money for hillsong ticketzz. Shit I'm Yours on Guitar like !!! :( I desperately need someone to teach me. Like DESPERATELY. Anyway tonight I'm going to finish a hell lot of work because I seriously cannot cannot cannot keep putting it off like that or its as good as sucidide. I will teach Lun Tat Hoedown Throwdown instead of Gee or Way To Go or whatever because I don't want to learn those. :) There's something about Hannah Montana songs, seriously. So jumpy etc, but really fun. Hillsong United, Thea's going so I'm really happy for her. But I still can't find my work. I shall log off from msn once I start, mmhmm I am determined and I'm really sure I'll get it all done today, mm, so I'm quite excited for UMAD seriously, hope I wake up on time tomorrow (cause I didn't today which is quite sad). Looking for quite a lot of books on photog/design, a lot of scorebooks and an electric + acoustic guitar (right now mine's classical). And yes I want a Grand Piano. :) Teehee, Toodles !!!
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 16:13
Things I really really really need to do :1. Swim2. Run3. Cycle4. Tennis5. Learn Marriage D'Amour - Richard Clayderman6. Learn (or finish learning) Canon In D (Piano) - Pachabelle. (George Winston Variation)7. Homework !!!8. Revision !!!9. Go out tomorrow + Muji ?10. Prioritise, get time right.
@ 10:48
It is not a human right to stand not fight while broken nations weep. Only You can mend the broken heartand cause the blind to seeerase complete the sinners heartset the captives freeOnly You can take the widows cryand cause her heart to singbe a Father to the fatherlessOur Saviour and Our King. It's Friday today, so TGIF, though technically it makes no sense because today I am completely free !!! I plan to finish my homework by Sunday because next week I'm busy the whole week and once I come back from camp I have to start on revision which is already very late. Hate school for these reasons. But once again I cannot afford to screw up for so many reasons. Especially since Hillsong United is coming on the 25th of July !!! For those that read my blog, presumably no one (as in those 6 going out tmr), 10.40 am @ Marina ? So we should be there by 10.00 ? There's a lot to do anyway heehee. I think some of the big brother housemates are really nice !!! Sigh, I should start running/cycling !!!. I guess that's pretty much it for now, can't wait for tomorrow and I must do homework and get my time planned properly (!!!). Toodles!
@ 00:03
In that short moment when I close my eyes, I'll miss you
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 16:21
I am back from camp, in love with the My Queen theme song, want to eat a lollipop, and am currently recovering from camp. (which was really fun actually, great fun, just that we really can't lead it as a lifestyle though). So yes the company was fully worth it, I miss them all so much and I really didn't expect to have such a good time ok !!! :( But I mean I was 100% happy to be home in comfort and all that. I don't know how I'm gonna survive UMAD actually, and with all the work surrounding me, not touching anything until like after dinner today. Really sleepy now and I'm so tempted to sleep but it's like 5pm and if I sleep now I'll wake up @ like 3am ?! Can't wait till Sat, Sun, Monday and Tuesday I suppose, I really better get to go for Hillsong United omg !!! Yea so I have about 7-8 people in for Hillsong, buying about 10 - 12 tickets so I think I'll have extra whoohoo. I kept looking @ the sky @ camp, I have to say it was really mesmerising. It's actually quite refreshing to listen to hillsong albums over and over again. I want to go for a good swim, snorkling once again cuz I really miss this, to Japan, to London, to Europe, to get a cool camera, to Hillsong, to Heaven !!! (but a while later hehe). Big Brother + BGT + Ferro Roche Challenge !!! :) Toodles!
Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 18:41
Guides Camp in about 12 hours time, I'm kinda scared, kinda nervous, somewhat asking myself what the hell did I sign up for but I'm pretty sure the company will be worth it !!!. Today's B@S session was actually pretty fun, especially in the last 2 - 3 hours ? Yea, so I guess that's what makes it the least bit bearable, the people. (+Vera's sisters are the ultimate distraction, srsly) ... mm and our script makes good timing so that's total win. World Hugging Day is on the 17th of June, which is during UMAD !!!!!. Can't wait for UMAD srsly, never thought I'd be saying this but srsly !!! :) eggciting, I think Hannah Montanna on Saturday Morning - Aft. Can't wait too because haven't been out with these honeys foreveraaa. Mamma Mia OST + Jack Johnson = (y), everyday I listen to new music get addicted etc, it's pretty darn awesome, just that I've got a pile of work sitting there waiting for me :( Rly tired actually, don't think sleeping before 10 is possible today but oh well we'll see, waking up @ 6.50 am tmr like shit. Toodlezz. Picked up punk & kindling already !!!
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 23:56
When the reality of the world cripples you and you try as hard as you can to return to how it was before you realised the reality of the world, but the more you struggle up the more it pulls you down; like quick sand, and before you know it you're stuck in this trap. This trap, it chokes you, it decieves you into believing a lie. Its a good liar, you believe it and you just keep moving, you think you're moving far but actually you're moving no where at all, it's like you're just walking on a treadmill. You think you're gonna get far but actually you're getting no where at all.
@ 20:43
I just remembered that Youth Sunday is not too far away. Shucks. Alright so half the youth were missing today because they were helping @ KIP camp, CG was super funny I couldn't believe it, Linus & Ben & I had pillow fights, basically we teamed up against Ben but oh well it was worth it !!! :) Love everyone in my cg srsly make me smile smile smile. Even though BEN so noisy, Linus = very good pillow thrower haha (y)! Got my Take A Chance On Me today, well worth it, well it was free so hehehe. Why is my Big Brother not loading, I am so sad ok ok ok. And no more My Queen, but Easy Fortune Happy Life, doesn't look too good but we'll see, maybe Qiaoqiaoaishangni's ratings will go up. Can't wait for UMAD actually, hello 2AM debriefs, but at least it's something worth looking forward too, unlike this monotonus life. But hey, what else can we do huh ! I swear I'm so tired and I really really want to sleep but no there's a lit unseen due tonight 12 mn. Tons of stuff to settle next week + have I said that I want all my hw done next week which seems quite impossible and I rly rly rly hope for Hannah Montanna the moviezz. (!!!) Yea yea saturday ftw !!! :) But I've got like damn shit a lot of things to complete la I hate this !!! >:( Sorry a bit of bi polar here. 90210 PrincePrincess2 (if I feel like it looks kinda stupid) The Concerto (again iiflt, don't rly like the plot) Big Brother X Factor Sims 3 Sims 3 Sims 3 London in 1.5 years. Toodles !!!
Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 16:06
I realise that a lot of things look much better on XP, so why on earth did I get a Vista ? 1. Sims 3 Please Please Please. 2. Watch New Moon !!! 3. A pair of WORKING Ear plugs, srsly. I actually need a couple more (preferably British) movies to watch because I'm running out out out out out and I'm quite quite dead tired so I may want to take a nap or something but I'm not so sure etc. (and British ones have interesting substance, especially the period ones!) Big Brother 10 is so strange, there are like the weirdest combination of people and Britain's Got Talent has spread cuz they're shouting OFF OFF OFF too! I mean seriously like the most egomaniacs are there and I've no clue how they're gonna survive nao, cause I'd just die flat. SHAVE THEY'RE EYEBROWS OFF ?! They swear too much. Owl City is really good. Tomorrow gonna buy some stuff, I still owe Esther he present but oh well it's so late I'm just gonna take my time (whoops!) by the end of June you'll get it hoohoo! Mm yes school was bearable today again because of Kelly Wenqian Isabel + Macs Macs Macs !!! Why is my computer so laggy. :( My Papa stole my camera because he couldn't fine his. Oh well. Cheerios!
Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 21:46
This one SMS made me really happy today, thanks Liang Fu for sending such an alien number all the way from Finland !!! I mean how much deadlier can B@S get, I've played this whole week for June and it's kinda time to get down and start doing B@S + Schoolwork + Revision for all important London (maybe England now because London is kinda grey). And I can't wait for Hannah Montana yes call us crazy but you can't stay a kid forever !!! :( Need to go Muji I swear swear swear I need those notebooks to do my revision + those pens & markers heehee. I used to think that anything I do wouldn't matter at all anyway. I'll find a way to see you again. I love love love Rachael Yamagata :) My room is 80% completely cleared, next stop is my computer files and all that etc, need to clear space in it, and I swear I need to start on work and finish all work by next week then I need to start revision which sucks to but hey that's the (not so secret) life of a singaporean teenager. Can't wait for those few outings that will probably make my year though, and congrats Kelly for winning your fan meeting tickets cuz you totally deserve them !!! :) Even though it's gonna make you SO BROKE. Mm yea that's about it, starting to really appreciate days @ home now, can't wait for NZ at all, pray my grades don't fall !!! Cheerzz! :)
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 22:06
I want to be be be your love for real Pre Camp wasn't as tiring as I expected but equally draining none the less, thank God for those friends though who make it like so much more bearable, seriously. I'm not very sure how I'm going to survive camp but I can't wait for Hannah Montana HAHAHAHAHA OMG SERIOUSLY How cheap can our thrills get !!! (Then again this isn't very cheap ...) I am so sleepy I shift my bedtime one hour earlier every single day day day day day. :( Goodnight :)
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 21:14
today's sky was gorgeous. it was amazing so i was walking home from the bus stop and stopped outside to take photos of the sky, luckily there were no passerbys but i bet the people in the car thought i was some terrorist or something because opposite me was this huge condo but i just couldn't reisist because it looked so nice. i really love it when the sky looks absolutely amazing, it reminds me of what could have been and what still is because i mean seriously, all the world in it's natural wonder beats a lot of things. it's just really inspirational, motivational maybe not so much but it's still a wonder to look at i mean i could sit at it and just stare into it and never get bored (okay so maybe i will after a bit) but it's still so fine. a lot of work to do and a lot of projects and I cannot cannot cannot afford to see my results drop. and oh, I really really really want a Polaroid so much. There's really so much I want to do but I'm so limited by everything, by time by age by funds by what i can do actually. I mean I would really want a nice house, a wall for polariods, to have like a dslr and all that, to have a studio recording studio photo studio to have a bmw convertible and to have like sims 3. yes now you know i'm mad. but whatever it is i will beat this, i will beat whatever is pulling me down for i have God's grace which pulls me up. i will beat this because this will just not win. ok back to work. lit is due sunday. darn it.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 18:47
I'm still not over Britain's Got Talent, Britain's Got More Talent is the funniest thing ever in my life I don''t think I could ever get sick of it. Today's media training was draining and tiring, but it was really entertaining because of Kelly Isabel Wenqian who made it bearable. Good luck with filming tomorrow !!! (You should of seen how mad we went) Because I'll only know how to feel thankful once I learn how to feel content. It's been a lovely 2 days so far of the holidays I'm gymming tomorrow, Justine called to whine about a HAT. + Business@School tomorrow, visiting Vantage, no idea how to get home but oh well. I haven't blogged in days, I mean I've got to the stage where there was a post, but I was always too pre occupied to post it. There are a ton of British (Big Top X Factor shows I cannot wait to watch and when I was there I did think EastEnders was interesting but I realise Coronation Street is a whole lot better. My favourite is the Tweenies !!! :) I swear life is the craziest thing but I mean I've been blessed with an awesome life so it's still the main decision and I guess the primary thing is, you know what I don't even know what the primary thing is. - Loads of things to think about ... GSS IS HERE WHOO! (I mean this is probably the busiest holiday I've ever had). Toodles!
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 15:06
+ First day of Holidays, I'm free today, did a bit of work with Claire in the morning, walked to KFC for lunch, came home watched "don't forget the lyrics" (which we turned into a ktv session) @ her house, and Wii @ my house. You should of seen us we are HILARIOUS. + Just saw New Moon tralier, I swear they do it so well, the movies. Can't wait haha, sorry call me a total fangirl especially you few against the series but I don't care haha. :) + In dire need of packing up room, I swear top priority on my to do list. Media training tomorrow is terrible. (I shall take photos and you will all see the mess it was in) + I need to go to the Gym now now now, I mean I'm going on wednesday morning haha, before B@S. I think music is a beautiful thing, it mesmerises me, I like the way it can convey so much even though it's kinda so intangible, I like the way it completely wraps me, makes me feel so different so much more inspired just because something sounds nice, and once again it does make me realise how beautiful the world really can be, how even though we're stuck here for now it's not always going to be that way. (I know this because my life has increasingly gotten better for the 15 years of my life). I actually love The Arts. I am actually a super blessed kid, seriously. Of what I've been given, of how I face life, I understand it quite fully, and I know that God has been so gracious with his favour and all that, I am actually one heck of a super blessed kid, because what do we have that isn't already Yours, and what can I give that You haven't already given me? Toodles !!!
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