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can't catch back
May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

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moving! 3 weeks. hehehehe. silver lining you all should check out diana vickers, she's (y).... KevJumba + PapaJumba (Amazing Race 17) - GMH x 235... it's okay to fail. :') zonked o) chasing illusions

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it's not enough.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 22:16

Been listening to some rly random songs I never knew existed in my iTunes. (iPod's the bestfriend)

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At about ... 6+ I was jamming to Mika's "Any Other World", learning how the movement of the Earth's plates create floods via Tsunamis - only to be shaken to a 4 minute long tremor, with my building moving in circular, and swaying. I freaked out ... but it didn't stop when it was supposed to so I freaked out even more. :( When Geography comes alive. Eek.

I'm panicking about finals ... now. Cuz I have no idea how to get any SS shit into my head, and that won't work out well. I want to see how many people pon school tomorrow - my parents let me actually, but I decided against it - not like I'd be doing anything except SS tomorrow in school anyway. I don't know what to expect anymore ... ugh !!! :(

School's really crazy and everyone is just insane now. B@S doubles that. Been relying on like x1000 caffine these weeks, suprised because I made this year relatively clear of caffine, unlike 2008. Yea well. Gna sleep soon, can't stand this but really really scared now.

Toodz.
Alootoo!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 11:55

This lethargy is creeping up on me. Slept for almost 10 hours last night but still so frickin tired.

After EOYs - Back up photos on webshots, redo flickr, clean up computer, clean up desktop, tear up my eoy shedule, Sims 3 !!!, go out x10000, get more music, watch tv, like fall season and dramas and movies, get 2 good books from borders, one fic one non fic, exercise more, eat less, control diet more.

After B@S - All of the above ^, and SLEEPPPPPPPP.

Woke up today at like 6.50am cuz I put the aircon on timer and it was bloody hot, thought I had the flu and slight fever. I feel it coming on me, whatever it is, I rly don't want to get sick until the 12th.

(OH! And play Island Paradise ((:)
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 00:21

I am v.v.v.v.v.v.v. tired right now, am this close to just giving up everything.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 19:31

What is it like to fight with your parents?
I've never fought with my parents before, yet I hear my friends telling me how they've fought with their parents, and I always wonder why I never do. It'd be quite interesting, I reckon. But I wouldn't want to try it.
runningdry
@ 11:05

This year - all that's been missing is that little bit of love.

17 more days, 17 more days to the most straining (yet most enjoyable) year yet. Yet, there are 28 days to a hopefully good look at some real rest, something not so demanding. It's been a terrorising year, but I'm almost done (though I'm gna face the biggest challenge yet).

I rly rly wanna play Train Ride To Europe again, cuz the guys are so ttly FAILLLL. And at this present moment, I'd like to work for National Geographic, CNN or ... yea, some non conformist office job. I'd also like to go to Bali, or the Carribean, and grab a scoop of ice cream.

Or find me a nice spot with good sunlight, the blue sea on one side and amazing grass on the other.
tgifffffff. ♥
Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 22:35

Dream your sleepless nights away,
I don't believe that the world wasn't meant to be full of love.

I've been sketching a lot recently, as the people around me would know. It's rly spontaneous. If something goes through my head and I'm not capable of penning it down then I sketch it out. The F1 cars are making so much noise srsly.

But - tgifff, cuz school is driving me nuts and wearing everybody out. I'm rly rly happy Tuesday is a (mugger)holiday, but at least it's a day off.

(Facebook games are getting lamer by the day, haha what has this world come to !!!)

18 days more. That's all they're asking for - for now.
Marvellous.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 21:29

Kelly's flickr is gorge, it's really, really, really good.

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With 1 week left - it's time for the final push. When everything you studied for this year comes down to this, and when you're only left with that little syringe of energy, you either give it your best or you fail indefinitely.

Then again, we're never assured of anything - we're never going to know if we'll make it, and say - even if I don't fail today, will I fail tomorrow.

(My thoughts are so incoherent, they don't even make sense)

I think I'm gna sleep now, I'm zonked. I slept in half of lit remedial - the hot weather makes me sleep too. Felt like ... hot the whole day - it's crazy.

Have I said how much I want the EOYs to be over. I can't believe I'm staying away from X Factor cuz of EOYs. (Srsly?)
what matters most
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 20:41

After my EOYs

1. GG
2. 90210
3. Melrose Place
4. X Factor
5. Xtra Factor
6. That Taiwan show I can't remember the name of.
7. My Fair Lady
8. I have a lot of movies I wanna watch !!!
9. I have a lot of books I wanna read.
10. Shopppppp.

I can't stand this already. I think I should just buy red bull.
Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 12:28

and at times like these - I really want to crash in my bed, cover my head and wish the world will disappear.
gasp
@ 11:41

This fear

This fear that drives you insane, blocks your path, fills your heart with worries and makes you flutter. Makes you think you can go no where, makes you believe you're a failure.

i. I really really want, need to get into Chelt. I've never wanted anything so badly as this. I don't even know why.

ii. I want to hug you and never let go.

iii. I've been eating like a pig these days, it's the only thing that keeps me going when I'm studying. Which is terrible.

iv. I feel like I'll approach the EOYs without even thinking like they're EOYs. This is insane. And I also keep thinking our first paper is this friday, not next. But when I realise it's next Friday, I somehow feel it's a bit too close.

CHELSEA 3 - SPURS 0.
(now that's what I'm talking about!)
dream, dream further
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 19:24

Cause I'll be by your side, wherever you fall
In the dead of night, whenever you call

By Your Side - Tenth Avenue North
I love Tenth Avenue North by the way, their songs are really cool.

I miss you so much right now, I don't even know why.

Bible Quiz + Tchoukball today!
Gooooooooood job - I swear the main thing was that everyone was using their handphones @ every opportunity they could get (guilty face).

Been hanging on X Factor, Rom coms, Music and Football - I swear this school is not sending me anywhere. I actually realised something today.

School starts again on Tuesday. A little bit more time to study before the EOYs. Hope my family's having a good time half around the world. People who can't make it on X Factor shouldn't even bother.
have a good look
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 19:54

NYC

Konroy9


Home alone.
Chelsea jersey hopefully on Monday.
Sending post off tomorrow, finally found an office that is open on Sundays. (Thank God).
I really don't want my document to bounce, or the cheque. And ... I really really want to get in, a-sap.

GG, 90210, Melrose Place ftw.
X Factor/Xtra as well.

Life sucks when all that's on is mugging - really can't wait for EOYs, B@S to end, will finally get that break, no matter how small. And my Chelt confirmation should come back by then as well, more than one thing to look forward to. Been having Brooke Fraser, Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga and other random artists on my iPod mugging playlist. (ie need new music)

Breathe, don't lose yourself, it's not time for that yet.
it's not always going to be gloomy.
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 20:59

I really really want to give up trying.

--

2 weeks
2 months
2 years.

SET ME FREE.

My emotional balance is a little (or a bit more than a little) off right now. I'm so friggin' tired and all I ever want is a break. Yea - it's tilted to the oversensitive side, so that's quite troublesome. I've got to deal with all these negative emotions, study for EOYs and do B@S (through EOYs). (I think I've got to settle these a-sap)

As much as I'd like to say I really really don't like B@S. I don't regret joining. If you let me choose again, I think I'd stay. This - really pushed me out of my comfort zone, I learnt so much, and definitely changed a lot. But y'know what, I feel I was so protected before this, if I didn't join, I'd know nothing. And to the people in B@S as well - thanks a lot, cuz at the end of the day you're all what keeps me going.

God will carry me.

I'm an east side kid too! With Andrea & Laura in our class teehee! (((: And my dad's getting me my JERSEEEYYYYY WHOOO. (Terry, no way Cole, srsly, cheating? wtf.) TGIF, TGFTLW.

Press On, we'll make it.
For Chelt.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 19:50

If there's nothing else to work for - think of Chelt.

It's pretty annoying to keep thinking about how little time left you have to the EOYs, and it pretty much annoys everyone else too - but I guess that's reality. Coupled with B@S. I've been going on caffeine highs every ... now and then day, and that's what keeps me going - together with the "If I don't study I can't sleep cuz I'll keep worrying" until I'm too tired to think and plop to bed.

The side effects include my head going wonky, growing headaches whenever it feels like doing so. I got myself off caffeine last year, going back to it really isn't what I'd like to do. I still feel floaty, really floaty. It came back. I feel that I'm moving here and there when I'm standing in some stationary spot.

New Moon Theatrical Tralier = (Y)(Y)(Y). Can't wait for it srsly. Love the Twilight saga. Haha, and I do like the movie too. ;) I have to resist the temptation to watch 90210/Melrose Place. If I do I will see no end to this. But I think I'll watch one. :S

Y'know, staring at time kinda scares me - it reminds me of how little time I have left, how little time I have to get stuff done. Sometimes this fear propells me, other times it just causes me to worry which suckz.

Ah well,
Toodles :>
nothing's gonna save us from the fall out
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 19:18

There are a few people I'd like to spring up and give a big hug to.

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Strangely, the first 2 days of school have been more bearable than not. And I gave into temptation to watch GG Season 3 Episode 1. :( And I feel strangely motivated during school hours. Yet when I reach home and finally get started - I realise my math is epic phail, and how inadequate I am.

I can't do anything - I throw my pen left right and centre, start typing wonky numbers into my calculator. This is so frustrating. And I plan to take math forever and ever.

Honestly - with EOYs 16 days away, I can't say that I'm sad etc. Cuz I cannot wait for it to be over. Really, really, really. I've been eating so much recently. I eat when I'm not happy, when I'm not satisfied with things, when something's wrong.

Stay Happy. (easier said then done)
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 23:13

1. Pick yourself up.
2. Press On.

(I feel myself losing time faster than ever, it's like sand grains filtering through your sad - you just can't hold on to it)

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At the end of the day - keep smiling.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 00:00

The first 2 shows to hit my fall tv season are 90210 and Melrose Place (Re made)
Luv how the new 90210 cast looks. (:
look around, dive in
Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 18:43

When you're at a lost - just go for it.

Really need to buckle down and start studying. Was out the whole day, got very very very little done this week, even though my aim was so little. Have sudden inspiration for my recount.

Emails to:
Chelt (IB)
St. Pauls (4km away!)

Today is September 11th. (911) I really don't understand why the world cannot get along, in the end it's rather win win right, God Bless the family of the victims anyway. :) Hardcore mugging/homework.

Finished sending emails, praying for good news.

Girls Aloud/JLS (y).

Press On.
in my dreams
Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 10:30

America's Got Talent Semi Final results were DEVASTATING (EriAm sisters AND Erik and Rickie ain't through!), but Singapore Idol's one was much worse. What were the judges thinking anyway. >:( (HELLO MAE?!)

There are 2 things in this earth I really can't stand the idea of, one is death, and the other is divorce. But the divorce part became a bit flawed after I watched this:It was right about the sweetest thing ever, whenever April hugged Will. (But at the same time it was really really sad cuz the daughter really didn't want her parents to get a divorce). Lovin' Abigail Breslin. She always plays the super cute kiddo character roles.

Girls Aloud - The Promise.
wish once, wish twice.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 19:51

Firstly, AGT - Drew Stevens, Eric & Rickie, Grandma Lee, EriAm Sisters, and The Voices Of Glory. (y). I love them ttm. So full of talent. Just that I don't see how Drew Stevens can be a pop star. I still don't know if the BGT singers should stick to BGT, or X Factor, especially if their X Factor material. Just that the competition in singing during BGT is so much less compeititve.

To my friend, across the pacific who didn't sound like she had the best day at school - Jiayou okay, I'm sure things will start getting brighter on the other side, even if fall's just starting (FALL TV SEASON WHOO!)

So I (my mum) found out that St. Pauls is only 4km away from where our flat is. And Holy Trinity Brompton is really close too. But you don't know how unsure I'm feeling - Whether I get in, and if I do, how about the people there? Will I be a year older? It's really not easy.

Singapore Idol was ... alright, better than previous seasons, I still prefer last week though, and - anything I said about Time Traveller's Wife, I only have one word to describe it - sad.

Toodles!
breathe harder
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 22:02

So I didn't get to see Dead Sea Scrolls today, but watched Time Traveller's Wife. If I could choose again, I probably wouldn't have watched it. It was a good show, just not me. A little hard to follow, and I didn't like him travelling around so much. I found it rather disturbing. Hence I have decided that I can only watch chick flicks, brainless action, or light hearted cartoons. Anything with one pang of sadness does me great harm.

And yes, 2PM antis, just what do you want. So he made a couple of mistakes here and there, so what! Dear me you guys are terrible. (Where is Kelly Tan when I need to complain about KPOP!) :(

The one thing to really look out for is CG Outing on Thursday, which took me a pretty long time to convince my parents to let me go, so that's good. Haven't spent enough time with them in a long long long while so I'm really really excited. Gonna get some good snaps too. I really miss these guys even though I see 'em like weekly.

And, to someone across the Pacific, who's first day of school starts in like, 2, 3 hours - MAKE COOL FRIENDS LIKE US HERE OKAY! Don't die there, and ... stay calm, and cool. And pretty. :) Cuz a girl always deserves to be pretty. :) luv youzzxzx. :)

Toodles (& Peace!)
My Happy Drug!
Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 22:10

X Factor (S6E309) - Daniel Williams (Y)! Lucie Jones too. Really pretty with a spectacular voice (Aced I Will Always Love You, HELLO!) - "Lucie, this is why we come to Wales" Even Lloyd, so cute, even though he screwed up my absolute classic favourite - I'm Yours. :( But his acapella whatever song was really good.

"You give people 2 minutes, and you change their life forever. It's about ... If you're given the chance, make them most out of your opportunity"

"We were engaged, but last week we broke up" (And they got back together on the stage though their audition was terrible!) - So sweet!

So ... If you're tired of studying for your EOYs - X Factor 2009, Season 6. :) CLICK ME!

Peace (V)
Holidays? Pish Posh!
@ 19:08

This is what I did today:

1. 1/4 of Conflict within Countries
2. A failed attempt at Acid, Bases, Salts.
3. Stared at failed plumbing and brown water, waiting for my toilet to stop flushing.
4. Talked to Justine in Canada AGAIN! :)
5. Sims 3-ed.

How unproductive. I'm going to get no where & that's not good. It was more tiring then I expected to sit myself down to study. :(

Tomorrow:
(Family Day!)

1. Whatever work I can squeeze in (complete SS, Geog, Chem - PRIORITY) before evening
2. Haircut (Morning)
3. Dead Sea Scrolls (Afternoon)
4. Time Traveller's Wife (Evening)
5. Business@School.
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 21:14

I really wish I had the luxury of time.
when life throws you lemons, it's up to you.
Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 20:52

What you can do, we can do better

I think we're just all so sick of listening to everybody tell us what to do, tell us what's right, tell us their expectations of us over and over and over again. It's tedious, it's draining, and soon enough it's going to rip us all apart. It may be mandatory, necessary, but when you have it coming from 360, it gets different, unbearable. It gets to a point where we block off everything you want to say, because we can't stand it anymore.

And, you're not always right - so stop thinking that way. (Sometimes it's only because you do not know the full story.)

Good Job to those who debated today (y)! And to the Book Trailer girls. Jiahui you were awesome, and the MSND girls too, though I didn't have a clue what you were talking about hehe. School's out, 4 more weeks to EOYs, 7 weeks to B@S, and that's it. (Also: 5 weeks to downloading UK school info, emailing them, praying I get in soon enough & Planning CG Retreat which I am really eggcited for!).

So school's off but it's more like study leave - at sec three, with the principal, vice principals and teachers breathing down our necks, to do well because our results have been shocking, appaling, and any other word that describes it as not up to standard. To study hard and do well, to do well, to make it. Such a stupid rat race, but we're caught up in it anyway. God won't be very proud of me. :(

But anyhow, it's time to rest, to mug, and to hopefully not burn out.

Peace!
Hot Air Balloon
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 20:32

Have you ever loved and lost somebody,
Wished there was a chance to say I'm Sorry.

3 more days - 2 files due, 1 debate prep, and a set of slides and scripts. It's interesting what we can do in a span of 72 hours. Cheltenham Ladies, St. Pauls, please like my face! I feel that if I go to England, B@S would be for nothing, and I'll miss everyone here so much, really. Because the greatest people I'll ever know will always be here. But if I don' go to England I'll be forever (or at least for 2 more years) stuck in this system which would be really upsetting.

JLS - Beat Again, HOTTT!
(X Factor 2008!)Their debut single (that reached no.1) (:

I've kinda run out of things to say - tomorrow there's intercca captain's ball for guides, honours day rehearsal. My parents are watching Harry Potter (and the order of the phoneix) outside. I need (again), good music, good books, good shows.

Toodles!