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Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 21:34
What I really want to know is - can I really/truly live a spirit filled life. Like, really. I'm so afraid of backsliding and losing my faith and it's so scary because it isn't something I'd want to do - maybe we should start the "I'm afraid of losing my faith club". --
On another note, 2 more weeks of school and term one's over. I'm going to spend the rest of the time till 31st May giving my all to get that prized A1 that so many people have no problem getting but I'm just like ... oh shit is a B3 even within my reach y'know that kinda thing? But nothing's impossible with God and sheer hard work (hopefully) so we'll see. I don't want to live to regret.
But by the way, my room needs a massive clean up as well.
I think, term 1's over and it's really really really time to settle down and focus focus focus focus or else I'll die and it isn't fun talking about @#$% O's all the time so I'm sorry you all have to endure with all this rambling but thanks for reading it anyway. :)
So yes, right now I love my family to bits but my emotions are fickle and if they do something to piss me off I'd be quite upset. But they are amazing people anyway and I am truly truly blessed to be in this family who has gave me, taught me, and loved me way more than I deserve. Even through I'm like @#$% !!! :@ :@ :@ at them half the time. And my friends too, who keep me going all all all the time.
We'll live high, learn to breathe - one day we'll love ourselves (or try our best to). The only way forward.
Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 22:13
I honestly have absolutely no clue how people can be so so so so so so strong, and so so so so so so brave. A small part of today was touching, inspiring, and a lot more than I bargained for. And, I also realised a lot things about people that I'm pretty close to but had no clue about. So it was eye opening, and a good break from hittin' the books.
But it's not just today's session that made me realise how strong people are/can be. It's through reading all their stories, staying optimistic in their toughest times, it makes our Os seem like nothing. But we'll get through it, hopefully.
I'm really really sleepy right now, and I realise I basically have no weekend because by the time I come home I'd be dead exhausted and I cannot afford to screw up Chemistry SPA if I want to assure that A1. Thus, it takes precedence over all else. Oh, and I finally passed firelighting (which is arguably the hardest clause to pass) and thus I'm on my way to finishing it !!! *Cheeeeers!*
8 months to @#$% Os, which does actually have a pretty good timetable, and 3 months to @#$% Chinese @#$%ing Os. Breathe in, breathe out, pace. Eat nuggets with Kelly who rhymes with Kelly.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 17:37
K, Violin exam's over - I'm so relieved right now, like seriously (!!!) Do you know how good it feels to not have to practice at allllll, I repeat, at allllll. But I mean now I have other things to do with that time (i.e amath physics chinese + more effort into all schoolwork) because I did say after this was over I'd really get down to studying.
But for now, I've been doing a UCL admission test paper which is ridiculously difficult because it requires such critical thinking beyond my capability. - But to need to do that in 2 years time also seems pretty @#$%. ++ LSE100 sounds damn awesome. Okay back to earth - I need to ace these Os.
Geog was pretty alright + I passed A math (sigh), but on the dot. I'm off to tuition, then I'll cram in my chinese file, since lao shi is getting pretty pissed off cuz we ain't handing it in. Physics + Amath tuition from 6 - 10pm from now on. Cheers.
And nearly everyday, I'd complain about 10 million things in my life. But today, and tomorrow - I will, and shall be happy that I don't have cancer. Dear boy, please recover soon. God please please please heal him. :/
Life is perspective.
Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 21:11
Someone say "how friggin' cute?" - how can anyone survive w/o a bear like this (!!!) - anyway, it's from wordboner(.com), but it's out of sale already so too bad. And I heard about wordboner from Tricia so creds to her too.
My A string snapped today and I got the shock of my life when I took it out of my case (photo @ http://withoutdo.blogspot.com) so we rushed down to get it fixed and they have really nice books and the pride and prejudice (piano) score which I shall buy soon.
Sigh, school's back tomorrow and at the end of the week there's 24 hours on "this is how you live your life". Like ... HELLO ?!?!?!. Anyway, family time is the best. My mum + dad + sister are so funny hehehehe, oh well.
well, looks like this week is the one to survive, violin exam + geog + amath, i shall own you. watch me.
Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 21:59
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters, and teach 'em how to dance (;
it's saturday but it feels like i lost a weekend because i didn't do anything fun today and i still need to cover 2 chapters of geog do or die and tomorrow i cover the last + insane amount of practicing. i've got absolutely no idea if i can pass but let's just all keep in the notion that w/ God's grace i already have.
"I married you" is only half in my head - love the literature though (:
thinking day was also heart2heart between domi, esther and i. the only part we bothered paying attention to was the pna gold's for guides + brownieeees. oh well - it's the last thinking day i'll ever attend, and it's over. :/
23rd feb, i shall own you.
Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 20:15
I haven't fallen in love with Christian songs for a long long long time, but today's singing session w/ mei en & domi for a while made me remember the greatness of Christian songs, and the amount we feel for/from God through those songs.
All For Love - Hillsong.
Mei En & Domi & I are probably going to record some, or at least sing sometime soon. Guides camp w/ supplementary class = no way to do hw like @#$%. They should at least consider that but oh well, one more and we're done here.
Saroirse Ronan is so pretty and she looks 20, not 16.
Anyway, despite how much I was dreading today, a game of table tennis always makes things better + guides wasn't half as bad and I passed giving directions despite not knowing 109520835. (: - Paper flying throughout the entire day etc etc, making sooo much noise and rambling on and on about UK (again), giving out chocolates - what makes a good day.
It's been a good day.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 21:39
k so 4 days and my brain has officially forgotten how to do vectors, geog and everything in between. wish me luck tomorrow really dreading school a little bit more than a monday.
+ been finding good places to print photos - suggest if you know please? ;) + want to take a trip down to ikea as i've told tricia. i'll clean up my room first, preferably during march but i never get things done so :S. if anyone wants to come and tell me what will look good in my room tell me too !!! + online shopping may just be my new haven, but one thing - how to buy shop pay. + want to buy scrapbooking paper + materials + a nice set of pens & markers, tell me if you know where to buy good ones for reasonable prices !!!
2 more days.
Cheers! you can tell me directly/or tag or whatever.
@ 17:02
tennis has been cancelled whoohoo! - so i shall update my 365. + i didn't know sitting down at macs with an ipod could be so productive like seriously.
school tomorrow and the thought of it just gives me the eeby geebies. but 3 weeks + 2 days should be tolerable (oh God please please).
Listening to music on shuffle is actually pretty enjoyable - listening to 5 year old tracks + the most beautiful classical music side by side is stunning.
Oh, and I forgot to mention, I met Elizabeth Heah in Perth Intl. Airport - how friggin' cool? And I am so happy because eariler today I had the worst worst worst ever violin practice, but just now I had like, the best ever. So thanks be to God - room for improvement but phew. And my exam's in 5 days. Like shit !!!
OKAY. Listen up, 9 months more till the @#$% O levels are over. We're going to live through this - we're going to finish it well. Then we'll pop the champagne (or the equivalent), burst the balloons and make a 'hell lot of noise, because after that, we're nearly done.
365's updated - by the way.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 22:44
4 more @#$%ing weeks of school till our break. (-3 days @#$% again).
Australia was the !!!!!!!! - 4 days of perpetual chillin' w/ the books (storybooks) & hittin' the mall is how we should live life. (Fine, not really - but still !!!). Really thankful for the break though - did me the best 4 days has ever done me in my entire lifetime but now more than ever I want to drop out of school armed with an SLR and start seeing the world, but of course we all know that's not possible so right now:
I promise not to screw 2010 up - Os, CLC, bash up and have fun - I think it's gna kill but hopefully the struggle will (and better be) worth it cuz I'm not gna pick up a fight w/ my family and nearly kill myself each time and die at the sight of a B just because I'm aiming for the 6 to above all please God, but please my family, parents, school - and ultimately, make a future for myself. And being the oldest relative on both sides of this generation comes with a price. @#$%.
But first - I have to get past the 23rd of February - pass violin + ace both tests then y'know we've got it made.
Live through this and don't look back.
Spent most of Australia armed with my dad's Canon EOS 20D + missed out on some pretty good photo opportunities which was upsetting but oh well!
After Os - intensive violin playing, I really want to make it to an orchestra (!!!)
I have no idea how to face the world (or rather - my homework pile) because CNY was obviously insufficient to complete everything but if I don't complete it then I never will sigh life sucks @#$%. :( But enjoy it anyway.
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 16:28
this has been a good week, ending even better with a 5 day break (hell yea) - and australia for 4. :)
+ valentine's day cards/sweets + table tennis w/ jiahui steph zikun and joanne + making a hell lot of noise and not giving a damn. + screwing hw.
but for now, i need to pack my bag. i'll see y'all on thursdayyy. (: have a hell good break!
Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 19:52
I believe You do miracles, you heal the sick and raise the dead.
Writing valentine's day cards amongst differentiation, tkam and filifala aural that I may or may not be able to do well in, but I can sight sing. HAHA. I just gave up on tkam.
Packing today, leaving tomorrow, remember to by PODS for Kelly + Janice. Still in love with Florence + The Machine, have half a feeling I bought the wrong camera because the ixus + ricoh are so much sharper it pisses me off :(
Sight, it's 11pm and I'm not anywhere near done and I'd like to think that I'll sleep before 12. @#$%. Mr. Prata after swim with Dominique & Mei En was the highlight of the day - so so glad I get to squeeze these things in, despite being sec four and all that horrendous blah blah blah. I'm already in holiday mode, so good luck to all teachers who're coming in tomorrow. :)
Need to pack hand luggage + deliberate on whether to bring my violin over.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 21:51
Okay, I'm not going to bring Pride & Prejudice over. I shall find & buy a good book there, and I better not piss my parents off anymore, if I want to get my swatch watch.
Despite a bus ride home filled with rowdy + vulgar people, these things made my day. I was buying something, and this lady wanted to ask the other person to let her go, and said "Excuse me sir" - impeccable manners, something we rarely see. Then on my way home, this pair of mother and child (who is so cute) came walking by, and seeing them interact and being so sweet just made my day. :-)
Ingrid Michaelson is so so so good.
These people who stand up for what they believe in, and fight for what's right. It takes a 'hell lot of courage to do that, and I believe they deserve my utmost respect.
And contrary to popular belief, why yes, I do enjoy life. I mean, I won't always be happy about how I'm living life/what's in my life/my life, but I think it's out there for us to enjoy. For us to enjoy through our emotions. To be glad that we got angry, pissed off and frustrated. To live high, to be happy, and really happy, even if it's just for a moment.
I'd like to try to live alone actually, for a short amount of time. It sounds pretty fun.
Cheers!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 21:28
Canon in D is the most beautiful song in the world, followed by Air on the G String. Jane Austen is the best author in the world, and I will finish Pride & Prejudice by the end of CNY. Apparently my violin is coming a long with me to Australia because I am desperate and if I still don't pass it's so @#$%. :(
WHO WANTS TO FORM A STRING QUARTET WITH ME !!!
So check this, to get a distinction for Grade 8, you have to practice 3 hours a day, 6 months before your exam. @#$%. I'm taking 7. I've practiced an hour a day, 2 months before my exam. @#$%. Nevermind, I shall remain living highhhhh. :D
Been feeling very at peace this week, so that's really good and I'm really enjoying myself (mostly). Don't like it when my sister starts to grumble about such trivial matters because that kinda sucks y'know, but I guess I'd have to live with it huh!
God's grace has been so prevalent - cancelling tests, ending at 4.10, finding that $50. Mhm. One more test to go before the break, hopefully all the effort and might I put in now will pay off because apart from mo xie, that's all I'm doing.
Cheers (y)!
Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 22:25
really tired like aboucesouebshj. wish there was more time in the world to aoubcoeubsouehs.
yann tiersen can easily pass off as my favourite composer. i admire the piano so much more than the violin, unless someone invited me to a quartet. I really want to play in a quartet :(
HAHAHAHAHA. "Jesus Christ never went around bitching either". I was quite mean with my use of words today - I said the evidence was so blatant even a fool would know Tom Robinson was innocent, and trust me I wanted to use worse.
about that ... i've been wanting to take a picture of the sky (especially when it looks good) but sigh !!! and omg what time does madhatter's end tomorrow? I need to be back by 5 !!!! @#$%.
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 22:16
 i think i have enough of these shots to create a series. "light up"
if you have quotes that may go well with these, you can tell me :-), i'll cred you !!! (d'oh!)
@ 20:42
The more I read TKAM, the more I start to appreciate it. It's a real good book, but it's really sad actually.
My mum got an iPhone. @#$% :( Playing with light is fun, now I just need something that can bokeh it. I kinda wish I was at Florence + The Machine now.
Oh, and bye Juls !!! Will miss you, but have fun in Melbourne okay! :-)
2 Timothy 4:7 (English Standard Version)
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
This verse is so beautiful
One more week to endure before school closes for 5 frigging days [and AUSTRALIAAA], but after that it's kinda full speed ahead, and I promised myself and my mum I'd really buckle down after my violin exam, pass, or fail. But it really is a lovely instrument and I can't bear to destroy the pieces so here's for the best yea?
Cheers (y)!
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 22:37
I think it's all about how we see the world. How one glass can be half full, yet half empty. And you do get to choose though.
Can't really be bothered about grades till G7 is over but I know I don't want to screw up lit + amath + physics + expository so I don't really know how that works out. Really unmotivated now, so that sucks. Australia in 6 !!! :-) [Where I'll mug for Geog].
Should really make better use of Fridays + Saturdays instead of slacking/sleeping it off, but then again things only start to really get tough after CNY (or so they say). @#$%. Need. More. Discipline.
To Read - C.S Lewis, Atonement, A Song In Daylight, The King's Daughter, and whatever Chinese I can find. I didn't bring home that Chinese book so can't do my reflections.
Church tomorrow, pretty happy :-). Violin rehearsal went really rough, and I need to perfect the coordination by Tuesday which is really @#$% !!! too. There's this boy who's sooooo cute and he's doing grade 4. HAHA. How awesome. Nevermind, by the Grace of God I'll pass. :-)
Learn to love life. Peace ;)
Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 23:05
tgif x5, 1 week to CNY :-)
This week has been sine curvy. Up/down, Up/down. I haven't had a single satisfying test yet, and failing Chinese definitely won't be doing me any good for my Os. Oh well. 2010 has still been good so far - almost broke, but not crumbling yet. 2010 = year of good music.
Really need to catch up on my QT. Dominique spotted that little girl again, and she puts me to shame! She was reading her Bible and had her QT material in the canteen, and she was sitting alone !!! So I shall study some bit of John tonight. Sigh. [God is awesome though !!! :D]
Mhm, so hopefully I'll become more disciplined or else I'll go haywire and screw everything around me - and then my back up plan would be Heaven but HAHAHAHA. Just the start of the year sigh, only some teachers are making sense. "IF YOU TELL ME BOO [RADLEY], I'll KICK YOU TO CHINA" - THE BEST. (y).
kick check. love fridays + saturdays ttm.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 21:03
i try to live life so that i'll be ready if the world ends right this moment, but for once, i honestly don't want my life to end this moment, because i still have things to settle.
"i want to celebrate the whole world"
i give up. i cannot do any work at home, at all.
shit?
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 18:41
to watch: the blind side the lake house
to do: get my $200 (!!!) pay for guitar
i guess 2010's been good, and must constantly remind myself that 2010 > 2009 so so so so so much b'cuz by this time last year i was tearing my hair out and all that. but that being said i cannot, absolutely no no no no no let my studies fall like @#$% !!!
also - marina barrage + tkam + ktv + valentine's day anyone !!! + dslring + photoging - I WANT A POLAROID.
y'know - the reason i'm working so hard to get my 6, is really really to be able to enjoy life. to be able to go overseas, or at the very least, get into a JC which would give me the opportunity to actually do well enough for lse/london - explore the world while studying + be in close proximity to the rest of europe. :-)
KINGS OF LEON - USE SOMEBODY FOR RECORD OF THE YEAR (Y) v. sad taylor swift stole all of lady gaga's but i guess she deserved it.
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