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I'm Hannah! (:
a Child of God!
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Dream,
Closer relationship with God!
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rewind
can't catch back
May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

flashbacks
reminiscence
moving! 3 weeks. hehehehe. silver lining you all should check out diana vickers, she's (y).... KevJumba + PapaJumba (Amazing Race 17) - GMH x 235... it's okay to fail. :') zonked o) chasing illusions

take a bow
how about a round of applause
Layout: x o x o
Inspiration: I ; II
Color codes: I
Icon: I
Oh, so this is how you wanna play it?
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 19:23

Game on.

(thank God the cake's done).
empty hearts in great demand
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 @ 23:45

we'll be a dream - we the kings ft. demi lovato
november - azure ray
dead hearts - stars (y).

i'm sorry if i've disappointed you, if (to you), i've got my priorities wrong, but i'm so tired, and i'm so sick of everything and as hypocritical as this is i'm so tired and this convenience of shuffling responsibility is really irritating, and honestly, if you are disappointed in me, i'm disappointed in you to, because you can't understand, and you never have.

happiness should be a state of mind, not a destination ~
why am i not feeling it now?

japan/paraguy 0-0, if this comes down to penalties @#$%.

(ps: i'm sorry if you've talked to me on msn today and i wasn't in the best of moods).
what good is the title if you were dying.
Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 20:31

"He felt at once as if he had never done anything, never been anywhere. There were so many things to do"

Day 1 wasn't too bad, thankfully.
"the greatest love story is your own"
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 21:34

truly, truly.

(moving to italy ~~~)
@ 20:52

hi, you know i really miss you? i miss how we used to run around together and "steal money" to buy bubble gum, and how we were so innocent and we really spent so much time together, how i used to bully you and how now you bully me (thanks a lot). what a pity i don't feel so comfortable with you now, i really miss it, a lot.

but i'm really thankful for all the rest, and you, but hopefully we'll learn to rebuild our friendship?
Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 20:44

Dear God, please pull me back to you, again.
real.
@ 19:47

If all goes according to plan, I'll spend this weekend on the internet, and see you guys around August.

It's school, not really my leaving internet plan. I hate school, well no. I hate O levels and the Singaporean society who want us all to do well @#$%. I do look forward to going back to school, I mean, some part of me does.

But I mean, I do hope this leaving internet for a while thing does work out for the better. I'm really absorbing too much (irrelevant) rubbish, which has been making me a little wonky, and driving me insane.

I need to experience and absorb something real.

REAL.
@#$% @#$% @#%#%# ouhalsoguabpigovaiywegf.
@ 11:02

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I REALLY WANNA KILL YOU.
LIKE REALLY REALLY.
SCREW LIFE.
(ok fine don't screw life but @#$% OMG I NEED TO STRANGLE SOMEBODY).

anyway, i need to quit the internet (and tv) for a while, all these influences are driving me insane. i don't wanna care about who is bffs with who and who and who's more talented and who i should support but you see, i can't help it so screw like aosoeuhosuhxzc, and i get so upset overs superficial things because apparently my Fe is damn strong like @#$% like seriously, why should i even give damn. and this line between perception and reality is blurring, and it's unhealthy, because it's making me sadder i hate this i hate this.

OMG I AM SO ANGRY. if you're one of those whom i can talk to OMG CALL ME SO I CAN SCREAM INTO THE PHONE. I AM SO ANGRY (but i don't really know why) BUT ANYWAY. I NEED TO RELEASE THIS.

UGH I AM SO ANGRY I AM SO ANGRY I AM SO ANGRY.

and btw, i hate whom who and whose. SCREW GRAMMAR.

SO ANGRY. i haven't been angry in a while BUT SO ANGRY.
dear france and italy
@ 10:01

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!

But imma proud of Japan & S. Korea!
I'm sorry for not being there, when I should have been.
Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 20:53

abstract fits
@ 18:21

I think the problem is, people are inclined to think that everybody thinks the same way they think, just because we have no idea how other people think. Y'know, we'd tend to take how we'd react to a situation and assume it's the same way they'll react, and all that, (On first instinct) which does lead to a whole lot of miscommunication. So actually, we'll have no idea how a person thinks, and what he/she focuses on, and their motives, we just see what a person actually "does", and interpret it according to the way we think.

Can somebody concrete-tise it for me?

And the other thing is, we all have no idea what our future holds right, but ultimately, its our choices, and the choices made by people around us which determine our future (to a certain extent), which is kinda creepy. But this is just nonsense.

I'm not saying this is everybody, it's just what I've observed, feel free to disagree.

Okay I'm done with my "abstract fit"ness. :)

And, on a lighter note,
Do you, do you really?

you.
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 19:52

to a special friend:
y'know, memories will always end, and at the end of the day, the trick is to keep creating new memories.

so today i almost went for tennis without my tennis racket. hmm.
and swac, is so funny.
new.
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 16:16

In all honesty, part of me really cannot wait until I go overseas to study. This idea of being in a completely new environment with a completely new culture is pretty scary, but rather refreshing. Singapore is just so, restraining, and looking at everyone who's gone overseas, it's just, calling me or something. I mean, part of me will always stay here, be here, remain here, but I would really really like to explore more.

(that's just me).
unaccomplished.
@ 10:54

sometimes we try to hard to figure out what shouldn't be figured out.
--

There actually are a large number of things I need to get down to doing so I don't get screwed over once school begins - i.e. my testimonial (thanks Jiahui), and my guides homework. Oh, and the other homework too.

I just can't be bothered.

I plan on staying in bed until 12, and doing everything else that I shouldn't be doing. I can't even remember the two badges I planned on doing. Oh, now I do.

(I wrote a letter to you yesterday, but you'll never read it).
home!
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 16:44

my heart feels much lighter and i feel much happier hehehehe.

:)
goodbye
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 23:04

off to bali for 4 days! i'm gna get a good break, and probably think a lot, but there's no toybox to discuss it with. :(

anyway, dear cym, enjoy umad!

(kelly, bali's in indonesia!)

see you all on the 20th!


I think that was a clear enough sign
@ 16:29

I'm suddenly in a mood to burn bridges.

(There's no place where you can be fully safe, well protected in school, but elsewhere, is another story).

At times like this, I really really wish I could mind read.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 23:30

what the hell am i doing still missing you?
(why do i still like you?).
i'm still a kid.
@ 13:22

bloody hell.

(no one's fault).
abstract
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 22:36

some things were never meant for comprehension.

i had a really good time today, my voice is hoarse and we kinda phail at guitar hero. but i'm glad everyone made it in the end, sleepover after o's!

i hope i never, ever, lose all of you.

:)
0102
Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 08:31

"now that i have seen, i am responsible; faith without deeds is dead".
--

i am so tired. yesterday was massive fun, and i wouldn't trade it for anything. prawn flinging, prawn peeling, massive camwhoring, adel's dress, impromptu repeats and too quick and of course - congrats mell & fuwei! :), thanks forgiving me the opportunity of a lifetime heeheee.

my feet hurt like shit though, can't wait for tomorrow. I think I'm going to finish Personal Taste today, I'm losing to Kelly. But that's not fair, because I had to go for a wedding, she didn't. :D So technically, I win!

I think life's quite interesting, and I learn new things everyday.
"I love the whole world BOOM DE YAH DAH".
exhale
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 17:16

God has been so good.

SPA was, not too bad. I can't be certain of my 4 marks, but I know I'll get at least a 3, which is sufficient. :) I spent yesterday night hanging out with the churchies. After 9pm we all kinda died, until they started practicing their ending song, and Sam & I danced, a lot.

Oh yeah, I'm a gleek. Seriously.
The Glee finale was, a perfect glee finale. :-) And I saw Jonathan Groff do a full out solo. He was, *jaw drop* amazing. Still, forever Rachel & Finn.

School's finally out. Playing twice tomorrow, then that'll be over. It's exciting, yet extremely nerve wrecking. But oh well, it's their wedding. I'm going to make it a good one. :) + After that, it's two school-less weeks! Despite all the mugging I'm going to have to do, and all the sacrifices I'm going to have to make. But nevermind, push this once, and I'll make it through.

14th June - can't wait.

(PS: Cheryl, your charger works!)
23/44
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 15:52

this life full of dreams and ambitions
on dreams fulfilled and dreams that can never be
on what we want, and what we can get.
when the bubble of "if you try hard enough, it'll be yours" is popped.
what's left to believe in?

that being said, it's true life gives us happy surprises sometimes.

church rehearsal tonight, i'm so nervous, the real thing's on saturday, like. o.m.g.
physics spa tomorrow, the last of the three, and that wraps up gce o level spas! :)
can't wait for next monday, and this friday. :)

on a completely different note:
how does apple do it?
how do they make their iphone look so damn amazing, not just look, but it's content as well.
i have been going utterly insane from the release of the new iphone, how, frickin, amazing.
(apparently Sam Mendes directed their facetime commercial)
iPhone 4! :)
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ 22:27

i just read that paragraph you wrote about me, vague, but after reading that, i remembered everything so clearly. that was me (and you) five years ago. its interesting to see how much has changed. not just with me, with us, but with everyone else i've been friends with for such a long time.

not bad, not good.
--

iPhone 4 looks gorgeous, amazing.
iPhone 4 will be mine. :)

i am so tired i don't see the point in attended extended curriculum anymore, really. can't be bothered to do the work or prep for their mocks. i appreciate the thought, but fyi, we've been working since the start of janurary, most of us didn't even get a day out of the one week break during march. the only thing i can bother to put some effort into are those spas. i understand you're kiasu, you need to continue to be top. put pushing us to this extent, may just backfire.

just like the law of gravity, i'm sure there must be some law about overworking.

but, we had the most epic conversation during geography, thanks to the "low birth rate" topic that was started. i don't know how we do it, it's amazing. but it made everything better.

you're back for a week! welcome back :)
@ 00:15

what do you do when all these memories come flooding back, almost too much.
tmth.
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 21:43

one more week.
Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 19:42

i don't know if i can trust you anymore, really, maybe she was right about you.
--

anyway, today during violin/piano practice we were discussing whether we keep our peanut butter in the fridge or not! and the pros/cons of doing so. HAHAHAHAHA, and ven plays really well, though she ultimately threw the entire score away (y).

plus, can't wait for the fourteenth, but gen, why oh why are you going to the states hmm! :( buy something nice back for me HAHAHAH okay kidding :) but anyway, you group of friends have been more than enough, i'm so thankful for you all, really. :)

yeah, i haven't felt this much love for my churchies in a long long long time.
i keep sliding away, but something keeps pulling me back.

@#$% last week of school THEN A TWO WEEK BREAK.
Cheers! (Press on all!)

today's been a good day. :)
Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 18:33

watching your wedding today GMH.

a lot of people always ask me why i'm so hung up about love and all that. it's not cause i watch like a million dramas (okay fine maybe a littttle, hehehe), but in all honesty, it's because i know it exists. i've seen it before and i've seen it again. i saw it yesterday, the day before and the days before, i saw it today, definitely, and i'll see it tomorrow, and the next days. but really, seeing your wedding today was so precious, because the love was so real, non extravagant, but real. i'm so happy for the both of you :)

love, like beauty, doesn't only exist in it's obvious forms though, love's all around, really, and apart from seeing it, i feel it everyday. so that makes me feel really blessed. :)
--

anyway, must make sure i'm not late for next week's one. so hectic but i think i'll really have fun, really. i've always wanted to be a wedding violinist, since i was like 13. and yes! i got my dress for $30 and shoes for $15 so i'm really happy too love the GSS

and toybox on the 14th of June too (!!!)

so yes, it's been a good day and i haven't got any work done and i'll probably die tomorrow but who cares! :D
stay chill.
Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 18:02

i'm so glad it's friday, really.

"people live like they're dying, and die like they've never lived before".
don't.

school has been draining, but mildly enjoyable. trying to do anything else except school-related work has paid off (y).

time is of the essence.


i think i'll go to boston
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 17:14

hi. i have switched on my wifi switch, and i am now back on the internet. (how stupid was that, seriously!)

breakfast with c,j,k,t,c,j,g today was a really good start to the day, we should do this more often, especially after the damn o levels are over. anyway, ss test was like whuttt, and english was like whutt, in the end he became partially suicidal and all that but he found hope so the teachers won't kill me.

this week has been nothing but tests, and half of them i really couldn't be bothered to study/prep for, so i guess that's what has been bringing me through. i would really like my black pen back. and suddenly i'm facing this huge shortage of $$ it's not funny, especially since it's the holidays. but i doubt i'd be getting to do anything these holidays, really.

my self discipline is still so bad, and i want to watch my show >:(
can i drop out of school, really? but if i drop out of school, i'd have no path to walk. Singapore, oh Singapore, why must you make education such a trying process.

Sometimes I wonder if I can ever be happy with minimal money, and that in itself is already disturbing. :/